Life
Sometimes I wonder what things I’ll do in life
Will I have a wife, a soul mate, a life-long friend, a companion till the end?
Will I be left on my own, by myself to fend?
Send me to a place where your looks don’t matter
To a place where you can be skinnier or fatter
To a place where your confidence and self esteem wont shatter
A place where you won’t be judged if you eat a full platter
I wish my emotions were an optional choice
To be able to drop them, escape the insulting voice
I wish I was a toddler, back when all that mattered was toys
Where it didn’t make a difference if you liked girls or boys
People’s words are like an army, waiting to be deployed
And when they deport, your feelings are destroyed
You’re on your own left thinking if there is anyone on your side
But you don’t go and search, you feel the need to hide
They have created a monster, it’s now living inside
It's tearing down your courage, and eating your pride
You find yourself asking if your parents have lied.
Telling you all these years, you're perfect in every way shape and size
Even now when you hear that, a part of you dies
Because it’s not what you believe, according to statistics
You've been judged throughout life, on your appearance and characteristics
Facing the world’s most blunt and cold hearted critics
It’s inevitable to judge, but don't be so quick to attack
You don't know that person, and that’s just a fact.
The one you made fun of, lost everything, house burned down, he didn’t have time to pack
His father had left when he was young; his mother was addicted to crack
What we all take for granted, is what this boy lacked.
All I’m asking, is to think before you speak
Even though you don't know it, it’s making the person weak
Just focus on yourself, seek what you want from life
Don't be the person who's the reason, on their wrist, lays a knife.
Copyright © Garrett Drew | Year Posted 2012
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