Wounded Heart
Hate, hate is a strong word and so is love
Love comes and goes but true love leaves within
I am scared to hate but can't help the way I feel
Because hate is something that comes to mind when I think of you
You made me believe that someday you'll find me, find us.
Someday your family whose my family would except me for who I am
As a kid I always dreamed of that day
when I'd run into your arms and feel your tender brace
but now I am becoming an adult
but still thinks like a kid when it comes to you
I don't hate you, at least I think I don't,
all I hate is the pain, the wishes, the hopes, that faith I have in you
Mama never seems to get me at times
She doesn't even seem to hear how I long for the unity
between two families I am supposed to love to death
Oh how much pain life has brought to me
To you I am just a mistake
one you wish to erase forever
but to me, you are the reason I am here
they say not to think about it, but what do they expect,
at 15 all i want is the perfect home
the perfect childhood
the perfect life
but nothing is close to perfect without you here
oh how heartless the soul of a man
you stole everything that could possibly make that whole that i so much need
I AM A CHILD
I see things around to make me wonder how life would have been
if only you took a moment to love me the way you should
instead you cast me away and made me feel unwanted, uncared for and like a mistake
but you know what I am 15 and someday I'd grow out of it
someday you would find me
find me and cry
oh tears of pain and agony would you sheared when you find me
TEARS THAT BONDS A DAUGHTER WITH HER FATHER
you will find me much stronger
much more sucessful than you would ever think
oh what a sucess i wouild be
to prove you wrong and to show you that i got all the love i EVER NEED
and maybe someday the baby in me would let you in
till then i am just going to make the best i could out of a situation like this
Copyright © Eseohe Oseghale | Year Posted 2011
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