My Confrusion
My mind is dead,my heart is cold i feel like theirs a demon inside me that i cant control
,I blank out at times and waking up god knows where,showing my feelings are very rare i
feel dead but yet i am still here I feel alone in this world no mom or dad with happy
memories to share I gave them up along time ago my love is like i cant trust any one
because i always get stabbed in the back my mind is racing my heart is hating my life
can you see the pain in my eye that im trying so hard to hide im scared to let family in
side of my life i tried before and it back fire i cant depend on no one accept myself
because to me that is way to difficult im tiered of looking in the marrior and just seeing
a monster im tiered of being alone i wanna be any where but a place called home its like
weed is my only doctor but i know its hurting me can some one help can some one tell me
whats wrong with my self
By jayson
Gargiulo
Copyright © Jayson Gargiulo | Year Posted 2011
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