Suicide Self Justified
As I stand I look around
left, right, up and down
hearing it again I ponder
"devil? over yonder?"
When I explored myself farther in
depths, darks, shadows and sin
reassuring its presence in my head
"death? am I dead?"
Further deep into abyss
seemed to living in this bliss
I opening wider an ever so lightful door of "Life"
found myself standing in front of me, holding a knife
Furthermore more farther into mind
thought to be dreaming until I find
He pulling me into deeper black
looked me in the eye, stabbing I in my back
Farthest now thoughts stand still
bounded to try breathing before my last breath will
I blurring life out of vision
forced me to make I make one last decision
No farther forth can I venture
trapped to answering my question answered
He stabbing forward again the knife
left times up saying "that's life"
Copyright © Christian Isaac | Year Posted 2011
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