The Last Goodbye
The pain built up inside
with smiles i attempt to hide
savatage you say repetitively each and every day
And its them you choose to believe
I accept it because i am so naive
little did you know
there's pain i wont show
it hurts so bad
everytime you get mad
turning everything on me
why must this be
do you think it's just
that in me you refuse to trust
yet in you i choose to confide
all because there's nothing to hide
trying my best to abide
to maintain at your side
but of course, in your head
A thouseand lies I have said
Did I mention?
it was never my intention
to attempt any kind of intervetion
much less attract unncessary attention
in my actions i have come to repent
and it seems i'm the one you resent
for everyone's wrong doings i must pay
i have yet to figure out why
when all th epain you've inlfincte makes me cry
but then again you showed me a brighter day
and for that i didn't dare say
what was truly on my mind
bottled up and to the truth remained blind
protected with a sense of security
Yet misunderstood with no clarity
intentions behind you kindness
Conniving and entirely ruthless
Drawn in by the words you speak
so dishonest, it's the truth i seek
you've decided i must leave,
Presently feeling trapped on a cold witner's eve
i loved the things you do
indeed feelings grew
whch you overlooked, leaving it in the dust
the "like" i had for you was nothing more than lust
im not going to attempt anymore
i'll just sit back and watch the rain pore,
i thought with time you would love an dadore me
and you would be in my glory
i guess you weren't meant for me
Because today you put an end to our story
so with no remorse or regret
I leave you with whats left of respect
feelings and emotions, senseless with no touch
You failed to realize the small things meant so much
it takes dedicationand time to show love properly
with no delay and at a stand still..... i must leave accordingly
my love would have been good for you
unfortunately, this type of love only comes once in a blue moon
Copyright © Maricela Mckean | Year Posted 2010
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