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dwelling in the state of consciousness is a gift and a curse
oblivion is no longer near me
fear that it could only get worse
wanting to escape every possible way
this reality this dimension trapped me
tarnishing my soul all I feel is rage
when love is the only answer
I can't see only feel
fighting old versions of myself
I can't move I cant deal
deep inside I cry and want to take flight
but deep down I know I can't keep running from my potential and light
over analyzing every action and move
you must be crazy if you think I don't know who sent you...
trials and tribulations stuck in this infinite loop
breaking myself down just to rebuild myself over again
to break out of this cycle and dimension is the win my soul craves within
Copyright © Mariah Damers | Year Posted 2026
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