Painful Heart
So much pain inside my heart,
I don't know where to start.
My mind is fighting every thought,
sometimes i wish i would get shot
Ever had this morbid desire,
wishing for nothing but pain, or fire
This love makes me crazy,
Sometimes almost even hazy...
I wish I meant that in a good way,
but for my actions, now i get to pay.
I feel all alone,
If anyone cares, please, I would like to be shown.
Where are you God...?
This is just a dark, deceitful Gary's Mod.
Life is just a game,
I want the fame.
I want success,
But I'm only a crying mess.
So much pain inside my heart...
I don't know where to start...
Copyright © Ethan Johnson | Year Posted 2010
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