Hopeless
The past is behind me but I can’t forget
All the things I had done the words that were said.
The pain is inside me it won’t leave me alone
I hope today God calls me home.
The pain I can’t handle it’s just too much
Your comfort won’t help not even your touch.
I felt all alone even though I’ve been told
God will watch over me my hand He will hold.
Why can’t you hear me the prayers I’ve said?
Each night while I kneel down by my bed.
My parents won’t listen I don’t think they care
I’m wishing, hoping, and praying You’re there.
Please watch my every step I take
For when I slip it’s the errors I make.
I disappoint my parents, I disappoint the world,
I disappoint myself, but most of all I disappoint the Lord.
I want to say I’m sorry I don’t know what to say
Please Lord just be there and tell me it’s okay.
My world is falling all around me I feel so alone and scared
I just want to know before I leave if someone out there cared.
Copyright © Andria Breen | Year Posted 2009
|