Illusiory
Old sensations surface
Rippling through my stomach
Reminders rendering me nervous
Result in a pending judgement
Swore it would be the last time
Foolishly hoping for a miracle
Suddenly addicted to a crime
Illusively a fellow criminal
A false satisfaction
Masks the growling hunger
A toxic attraction
Sends me rolling drunker
Stuck in a vicious sprial
A never ending cycle
Basking in denial
Failure a fitting title
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