Lost Love
I'm sorry girl
I didn't know that you loved me
We were friends so long
I didn't know how you felt when you hugged me
I said best friends forever
You said me and you for life
I said our friendship would never end
I had no idea that it would cause so much strife
I had a good feeling around you
But you had a warm feeling around me
Your heart had been torn
And I'm sorry that I didn't see it
You said you loved me
And I said sorry
You said you were fine
But that morning I was really sorry
I go to your house
And see the docs and cops
I break past the barriers into your room
And then my heart just dropped
The walls painted crimson
Even though last night they were teal
I look down at a corpse
In your hands a steel
I watched the ambulance take you away
And I noticed a letter
I opened it and looked
It said: I wish I were better
I loved you
And you couldn't return it when I was alive
I had no reason to live from then on
I knew thereafter I just wanted to die
I was so stupid
I knew I had no chance
You had your eyes on someone else
Even when we went to the dance
I read the letter
And fell out and cried
All this time you loved me
I said no and for that you died
This was my fault
And there is only one way to solve
In my water tonight
I'll let the pill disolve
I didn't know how much I loved you
And now you're gone
Well now I'll end this
And finish my life's song
We can be together forever
And I can end this with a happy sigh
As I lay down in my bed tonight
And I'll see you when I die
Copyright © Nicholas Clayborne-Hughes | Year Posted 2006
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