Misery
Revenge and disappointment
Dwelling thoughts I hide
Isolated misery
Noone by my side
Once planned and motivated
Now easily mislead
Option one be angry
Option 2 unsaid
Lungs draw deep exhale
Thoughts rapid confused
Life lost so regretful
No time to be amused
Clocks tick listen careful
The click before the tick
Learn it live it love it
Control my mental sick
Remembering life’s a moment
I walk I sit I stare
Constant looming anguish
Alone noone is there
Sadness overwhelming
Things now world's apart
5.0 intervention
A cell a broken heart
Misjudged by judgementals
Lies to hide from truth
Safety now concerning
Longing for my youth
Sadly it’s unending
I sit I wait in pain
The tick after the click draws near
Judgement day again…..
Copyright © Brian Smithers | Year Posted 2023
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