Who I Am
Feeling suddlening scarred yet know one is aware how i feel or whats the deal
Do i dare share with people that suposably care
Why is it hard to open up that part of my heart
With my walls up all around to scared to let one block down
The wall is my defence in my life that not even my children get to touch
So only a few know how my head is and where it goes
These poems that bring me piece help me express apart of me
This is one ive done since young cause i dare not use my tounge
If i express all my cares worries love hate pain they would surly say im insane
To live in my world you just have to endore and persevere
Im not all that smart but my wall surrounds my heart
Behind mine eyes you'll see the blocks
I'll still Let you see the shine of love i hold for the world inside
cause its so stroung you would go on
But after that i see and feel the uglness that surounds
my wall trying to get to my heart
So on my way to fight for happeniss another day.
Hoping all children will be ok with less pain
and when they grow they will finaly know. that i am rare
All of my poems quoet a note of my life and all i hope
Those are the blocks i take and share
and put it back because im scarred of what they say When i walk away
One day before i die ill share
When my wall is down i dont walk away
cause if you have helped my pain stay
Your not going to like looking in my hopful eyes
Cause it will fill u with shame
by lonnell george
Copyright © Lonnell George | Year Posted 2015
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