Suicidal Love By: Lakeyia Clark
SUICIDAL LOVE.... by Lakeyia Clark
One night drinking, questioning the reality of her fate
Lead her heart into a slump of love vs. hate
Everything that was once there is now dead and gone
Washed away after the storm, she's now left alone
He thought he could trust her and ended up hurt
Now they are only what at first they never were
She was in the wrong place at the wrong time
Questioning herself trying to recall everything in her mind
Screaming telling the attacker please stop and a series of No's
Been thrown around and then into a unconscious state she goes
Who could she run to, who would listen
She thought it would be him but he said parts of the story were missing
Trying her best to convince him that it didn't happen by consent
He told her there was no more of them and out the door he went
Don't turn your back on me is what she tried to say
But he wasn't hearing it, he turned his back anyways
Her heart says pursue him cause this is who she wants and needs
But she can’t get through to his heart if he's holding tight to the keys
The victim of a scandalous scheme is never good for anybody
It'll make the most confident, loving, and trusting individual feel and appear as a nobody
The trust that was once there is no longer alive
To him she is fake and everything was a lie
Love for the man but confused as hell
Not the first time she's seen this but is now tormented with hell
Hate for every attacker forcing her to have a void towards men
Thinking that her man was the one she could trust, cause he was Heaven Sent
In her mind she wants to say leave it and let him be
But her heart says go after him you've given him so much of me
So do she put her heart on the line and risk a homicidal love
Or does she pretend like it’s not there and settle for a suicidal love
The truth was first revealed and he don't see it as foul play
A suicidal love cause she was a victim and he chose to walk away
Copyright © Lakeyia Clark | Year Posted 2009
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