Sorry
The way you had to be
It was the way I had to kneeel down,
the waves that we sorted out
came back to us.
The turning point could have
been our way to choose.
We didn't take the right one,
only we worsen our life to destruction.
The way you were, made me feel miserable,
The way you were, made me feel doubtful.
The way you were, made me walk on a tightrope.
The way you were made feel a queen at the same time.
You had all those things to make me be confused.
I wouldn't spend a second to write, but I know you were the one.
Now, you are not here anymore, but I miss the way you were.
I miss how difficult you were,
how distant and cold sometimes you showed.
I know you had a hurt heart
which I could not heal.
Now, that you've become only
a whisper to my ears,
a dream to my nights,
a daily reminder. I want to tell you one thing. I forgive you and I've just hope you can forgive me too.
You weren't a bad person, or me, just circunstances
made us to take different routes.
Now, you are death, it' s nothing that I can say, just sorry if I could not understand the way you used be.
Sorry, my heart beets on, because only me knows the way you were.
Copyright © Maria Fernandez-Garcia | Year Posted 2025
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