Why Me
I stand in the door way
as you walk away
out of my life i promise you will stay
you call my house,in public you yell my name
I still keep my promise till this day
late one night you came bye
you held a gun bye your side
you knock while you yell my name
i slitly open the door
then you say i love you girl with all my heart
I'll love you till death due i part
if you let me in we can start from the beginning
standing there i say i cant be with you i hope your ok
he put the gun to my head
i started to cry and he was yelling
i love you girl i guest you'll Never know
but i'm sorry i could Never let you go
He turned the gun away from my head
he said i'm sorry i really am
then he shot his self in his head
then he fell to the floor
in his hand a ring was found
with that ring a note was found
it said will you Marry me
i love you with all my heart
i want to start a family with you
your the love of my heart
as i sat there i cried
asking myself
why it had to be me
why he shot his self
now today i live my life feeling guilt
was it my fault
if i would have loved him he wouldn't be dead
if i would have loved him he would have lived!!!
Copyright © Miranda Carpenter | Year Posted 2005
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