Heart Disconnected
All the times I loved you
Before my heart was shattered
Crying and screaming at the phone
Dead, my heart slowly beats
End this pain called a breakup
Falling through the endless pits
Gone, my heart is disconnected from the world
Hang up the phone
Ignore the messages
Just go to bed
Kill the silence, play some sad tunes
Let go of the hoodie
Manual McAuliffe hoodie
Night fall and soft crying
Means so much as the clock strikes 3 am
Open the cup of birthday cake ice cream
Please say he was lying, that this was an misunderstanding
Quiet down your soft tears that turned into sobs
Razor blade can't fail you now, right?
Swipe away at your skin
Tears and blood run down your arms
Under the sleeves hide even more white scars
Verdis quo? I don't know but I know I don't wanna be alive
Why does this affect me so much?
X marks the spot where lay my dead heart
You know how this goes, same stuff everytime
Zane, I love you goodbye.
Copyright © Jaiden Martinez | Year Posted 2022
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