The Voices In My Head
They are always there,
shouting, screaming telling me
to hurt you telling me I
cant trust you because
you are the one who put me through
all this pain all this hate
all these issues my mind
is telling me some horrible things like kill, hurt, repay.
its seeking revenge but my heart is
ready to mend
all these broken pieces inside
that I'm trying to hide so people don't think I'm
weak wont push me around wont see defeat
in my eyes in my soul I'm ready to let go but your lurking in the shadows
always there in my dreams I cant sleep
I cant eat
I'm ready to accept defeat
but god has different plans
plans for me to prosper there are other people out there
and things that they can offer
a new home a new life time for things to go right
but every time there's something holding me back
I cant see to stay on track
forgive but not forget all this its making me sick
so I sit back and listen to the voices in my head
and they all say you'd better of dead
Copyright © Jada Hobbs | Year Posted 2019
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