Soul's Loophole 3
I just want to go home
Yet i know, for now, i belong here
Just at Peace with missing my real Peace
I’ll just have more Grace with myself
Try to have less to do
For this life is tiring
Just the drain from the distance from you
Emotionally anemic, mentally bulimic
Always searching for whats just true
I just want to stop hiding
But i dont want to deal with peoples reaction
Not from fear, from being tired
Tired of the same cliche human
I try to make the most of it all
While im constantly sensing ‘so…this is it’
Be much more interesting with you here
And i dont know why we cant meet in the middle
For some reason you never made me wired
To figure out that riddle
And i know you love me
I know you do
But you have to understand
This reality says ill never ‘see’ you
You made me forget
To avoid how hard it’d be
But you cant erase the whole heart
For the soul lives inside of it
And the soul always lives on
I will hang on
I just wish i knew for how long
Just one stronger dose of a memory.
Let that come to me.
Havent i earned it way over here?
Let a smile be truly due to you
And not just in my mind
What you would do
I dont care if i am crazy
As long as i am not like them
Why am i near them?
One conversation with me
A loop hole somewhere…
I know whats connecting us will always care.
Copyright © Adrea Crosby | Year Posted 2022
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