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see that smile
it seems real
you would never know she's suicidal
there are so many things she must feel
there is always a label
it was pasted on
she was never able
till she was gone
the blood that flowed inside
as it spilled on the floor
the blades were never pried
from her hands when she wanted more
the crimson out of her wrist
she knew she wouldn't be missed
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She knew it was tonight
She began to write
There was no way
She could escape the days
Her life began to unfold
No stories left to be told
There was no way for it to mend
This was the end
She looked at the starry sky
This is how she would say goodbye
She popped the pills one by one
This was her idea of fun
She was done
Before it had all begun
She had no time left to spend
This was the end
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Letting go of you
Something you did so easily
Something I never thought I could do
Now I see you living life peacefully
It makes me wonder if you remember me
Everything we used to be
Do you even see the good parts of me
Maybe we will never even agree
I’m sorry we didn’t even try
This is just a goodbye
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not worth the pain he caused
the troubles left behind
her problems couldn't be paused
she thought she was losing her mind
he took a part of her heart
even though it wasn't deserved
that was only the start
what should have been reserved
this is what she got
not another chance for better
her love couldn't be bought
only and apollogy in a letter
she deserved more
when he chose to walk out the door
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i love you
only three words
so much meaning
real or fake
mine is real
hoping his is
meaning the world
is it real
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Holding on tight
Not wanting to let go
Thinking your right
But really you don’t know
Holding on forever
That won’t make it any better
Thinking it was clever
Starting to write a letter
No more holding on
Beginning to tie the noose
Not letting this go on
Feeling my body sway loose
I’m sorry for wanting to die
This was my way of saying goodbye
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im fine
im okay
its what we all say
pretend
its a mask
but im okay
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He took another gulp of whisky
She walked into the room even though she knew it was risky
The words he said were slurred
He grabbed another bottle and that was his third
He stood upon the floor
His voice was like a roar
Her eyes filled with tears
She knows what she has to fear
She had no clue
What to do
Her heart sank
As he drank
Her eyes stung
As his fist swung
She felt like she drowned
As her head hit the ground
She knew this was it
She took another hit
She never fought back
Everything went black
Shhe wanted to get away
And he was in dismay
She ran as fast as she could
But she knew she never would
She knew it was extreme
But this was just a dream
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cold and alone
calling you again
never an answer
just your answering machine
just need to hear your voice
never a call back
left in the dust
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she felt she had been consumed
by the thoughts that people consumed
they said she asked for more
that made her a whore
you shouldn't eat that
it will make you fat
the thoughts that swept through her mind
the voices were never kind
dirt thrown in her face
the words couldn't be erased
your a girl so you must like pink
if you don't you need a shrink
the make up made her confident
they told her she was asking for it
they said she was dramatic
because it was anticlimactic
nothing would ever happen
this was just in
could would never begin
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