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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
She was something more..
My heads banging like a Viking drum
Raining like the heavens cum
And it drips from my window
But theses shadows of her linger
Near my bed and in my head
This could all be skitzopfrenic banter
How I wish tho
Not today tho
I just miss her ..
The sound of her
The feel of her
Not her drugs tho
I think I'm the only one who doesn't want it from her
I'm clean
I actually just worry
And Miss her my heads in a flurry
But all she does is hurt me
It's so hard to break from her
She's got this grasp
On my soul
And it hurts
I just told her to burn my number
But now I just want to hold her
I'm so weak for the broken
My spirit and bones are still healing
Wings torn from me and boiled
I am nothing
In this melting pot
It's so hard to give up
The only one that's in your thoughts
Ive got a gun cocked
But its just for my rocks it gets me hot
Lifes dull grey and boring
My souls snoring
I'm about to jump off a cliff to feel something..
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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
violent roses
now i am awake inside and i have feeling
its been so long that i think I might be panicking
is this a truth or lie I hate to think.
I can't live this way in consent misery
and I know I've been loved in life
I'm sure I've had this feeling, I think once or twice
I've been god
I've been the devil
I've been the beacon of light
and the darkest part of the shadows
I have been the love
I have been the evil
I have been man every woman dreams they had at night
holding tight, I am there armor, destroying angel, self-sacrifice.
Life is cruel
life's a lier
life will trick into the fire.
Suffocation my desires
affectation now
I don't kill flowers
I pick them for her darkness, I see her beauty
walk with me, fly with me upon broken wings
if you fall I am there catching you softly in the air
I could do anything for dedication,
walk into hell or heaven demanding a position
Right-hand man, I accept no less
with my light
and my darkness
the queen who all of
hell and heaven will respect
looking magnificent in her dress
made from angels wings, satans skin, spells and rituals
spells have been made to protect her soul within.
when I am gone, on my job,
dropping angels from heaven who have sinned
I peel there wings off throwing them,
i told you beautiful
there still is darkness in the heavens
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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
Soul safe
Deep beneath soft tissue
Lays a Scripture
All the scars healed and forgotten
Carved on muscle tissue
It remembers
Even tho your skin hides it
Your spirit remembers
That's why at night when you sleep your body slithers
Quivers and convulses
Mind screaming because it remembers
Your night terrors warn you
It's not over there's still evil
Lurking trying to kill you
Your demons will always follow you
Haunting you
You have victims
Blood stains your soul and hands
The souls you carry weight heavy and
There's no forgiveness
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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
I see you there
Looking so bare
And so lovely
I want to hold you
And caress you
Heal the broken parts of you
We all have a few
Or at least Mead your pain
Take it away
I want to kiss you
Something I don't normally do
But I want to show you I need you
People always judge me to soon
He's mean and cold ignore that fool
But really I love a lot
To much in fact
I have pain you couldn't believe inside me
You don't know my life story
And if you did you would be crying
Ive brought grown men to tears
With my life stories
The horrors the torture that was done to me
90% of you would be dead if you lived even a quarter of my life
So sorry if I'm not all nice all the time
But I do feel something
And im feeling you
I wish you and I could meet
Have a date and of course will eat
I'll listen to you
And you listen to me
You and me always 50/50
I love with intense passion
Most can't handle it
I'm ride to die
As long as you need me for life
The fire in your eyes
It's got me curious
Kinda delirious
Your flooding my thought's and body
I think your damn sexy
And I wanna taste you
All of you
Whatever you want kissed I'll lick to
I want you all around me
Be like a cancer and never leave me
Hold on to me please
Grow old
Die with me
Really what are we missing ?
Least for me nothing
Everyone I loved has died or left me
I'm empty
But thinking of us I feel something
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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
I'm not ashamed
Not today
to say that I've walked astray
From a life paved in pain
Empty halls filled with screams
Veins that bleed like forest creeks
The wood floor creaks
Knifes and the bleach
The demons screaming in me
Wanting release
Something horrific like you've never seen
My shadow even runs from me
Come back let's play I need to squeeze
The last breath from you
You will ever breathe
The darkness inside me
It just wants to love somebody
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Hellbound Clandestine Poem
A joint for two
lets keep the moon awake with the love we make
whispers in your ear about the feelings you create
all I see is sunshine and smiles,
us smoking grass on the sides of mountains for hours
I pick you mountain flowers
I only killed one to make me smile
im doing better
you make me something other than nothing
you make me important
with you im someone
I have purpose again
I was a lost dog you found me and took me in
I started to feel again
learn again
the right way that is
the less violent legal way that is
I started to forgive
let go and live
some how with you
i just forget
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