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Such an Amazing girl god put into my life.
He knew i needed you at that exact time
Funny when we met I thought you were to good for me
But when you approached me the sweetest girl I did meet.
From that day on we have never truly been apart cause I
carry you around everywhere in my heart. You have been the
rock when I needed a friend around, you have been the light
when the darkness consumed me and took away my sunshine
Even when were miles apart the phone connects us and keeps
our strongest bond. 17 years feels like such a short time but
I feel I have always had you in my life. Soul Sisters we were
meant to be.. You my beloved friend are such a fresh breeze
Even after a year apart it was like yesterday that we did part
so through the many miles and through the long hard road
I know this friendship will always survive. Your a burst of joy
to me each day I thank the Lord for the sweet blessing he gave!
BY:Christina McCullouch
7/28/2012
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A puzzle piece you are to me
Like a vine without any leaves.
Your heart is pure your soul is
Gold, the sweetest thing I'll
ever hold! A miracle in my eyes
it seemed, knowing they said
no babies for me! Always a
surprise you seem to be just
like a puzzle piece! At 9 months
you walked but not until 4 did
you first talk! Always a terror
making a beautiful mess always
a surprise that has yet to be
met! The twists and turns I
know we will see will seem
somewhat like a roller coaster
to me! The milestones and
special gifts you bring will make
my life seem Like a dream, my
special boy I have always said
How special I knew not till
Aspergers they said! The
journey will be trying the
journey will seem long! But
with our family together we will
chug along! My special boy I
love you so and cannot wait to
see you mature and grow! Now
we have a goal we have our
dream you see to make you the
perfect fitting puzzle piece!!
Written by: Christina Kirks
McCullouch 04/05/2012 For
Jonathan S McCullouch Jr
Mommy loves you to eternity
and beyond! Forever and
always!
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I once was like a catipiller young,naive,and new
Always living from my heart not knowing what
else to do.Easy to take advantage of, that is
just the case, people would walk over me
like I was their dirty used up suitcase.
Now I feel a newness coming, like a light
shining from the sky, colors fill my world
and I know I am blooming into a butterfly.
Purple,Pink, Blue and Green I can feel them
flowing through. Colors of the rainbow raising
me into full bloom. Wise and strong I am becoming
My faith leads me where I need to go giving me
insight and wiseness for only me to know.
I have not done this on my own you see
I have been guided by God and Angels
on this Earth. Wise words the wisdom at
it's best comes from a wise lady who
seems to know me best. Lucky, I am
to have her in my life, she always shoots
it straight and tells me like it is, knowing
her words touch my heart and gives me tons of faith..
I feel like flying through the sky or climbing
a tree way up high. I feel like observing the
world just like a brand new butterfly so as I
Bloom I become Anew something unlike the past
Smart and wise beautiful on the inside and outside
a touch of color here a touch of color there
makes me glow and become a beautiful blooming butterfly...
Written By: Christina A McCullouch
04/09/2013
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When I came to you I was broken and frail~Half my mind gone in despair
Feeling so Low~Like mud on the ground~Wondering if my Joy would ever
be found~Fighting and resisting at the very Start~then slowly you entered my heart
Quietly and gently working insid my soul knowing just what you were doing to help me glow
You broke into my soul where I had been suffering the most you cleansed me
and entered me showing me what I needed to see, working endlessley on my soul
you cleansed me and made me once again whole. God almighty you never cease to
amaze me always by my side even when I'm at my worst, loving me endleslly and uncondionally..
You have opened my heart to the beauty again, the beauty of the clouds the beauty of your creations'
The beauty of the rain, the beauty of the thunder, the beauty most of all of your people.
Opened and vunerable I am to you always. Enter me and have me do your will in my life
help me to always follow you in every aspect of my mind, body, and soul with every ounce of me
Silently by my side help guide me in my ways so I do your ways and your will dear god almighty
Walking together down this journey in life nothing can go wrong with you by my side
Hold me and love me in this I pray guide me down the right roads along my way
I want you by my side for the rest of my life, no more going alone on this journey
I need you Lord God ALmighty to guide me ,Love me. and Hold me through my good and bad times..!
Written By Christina McCullouch 8/3/2012
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I see your tears,and it breaks me apart~I wanna reach across the moon to get inside your heart
I see the scar's he's left and it tears my soul up inside It makes me want to spew ice and throw fire
Down for just him to enjoy in his own forever never~ending~torturing Abyss! It's all fun & games
to him were all his little toys, God reaches one of us there's a million more for him to torture~Torment
and infest. We never learn our lesson's just keep doing each other harm~ Have you ever heard the
term were you raised in a Barn?
Close the Door, wer'e such silly kid's everyone of us~We get hurt keep it in then move on~ push communication
plum to the side.It's like a soda that's been shaken once the lid's off it explodes. If we don't deal with our feelings,
Where the Heck do you think they go?? A gentle hand is what our God really want's us to extend Don't Let the
Devil invade your Soul till you have nowhere else to go. We wonder why our children show up in school toting guns
It's because they're afraid~They are scared Theyre ALONE!
I'm looking into you and I see myself so deep within~Your a Beautiful~Shining~Spirit~Don't let the Devil get his
Muse. He's see's the flicker of a shine and it makes his heart quake and shiver deep inside. He know's his Doom and his Throne is only in place for a short time He want's to taste Now the Best & finest of the Wines. Don't worry sweet child Our
God's promises will eventually come true. We just have to guide, Love ,Teach,Retrain what it means to Truly be Kind.
Love each other Look beyond just.Me~Me~Me! We get so caught up in this world sometimes we just don't know what
to Do!
Love~Love~Love~ That's the Motto I Like to Live by. There for a time I got so lost and confused Then My wonderful god
Gently~Reached out and touched my hand~Said child You've known there's alway's been I that would understand. Now Let me Show you True Love and Let me Gently guide,softly~yet~firmly,reteach,and show you your misguided ways if you'd open your eyes you'd really see there's so much work you could do. Stop rotting your Brain and coming up with
all this Bad~Self tallk and more suffered abuse. Open your eyes Be Authintic~Be Real~Don't be a Pushover~ Remove The bitterness and anger inside your Soul its not yours to keep child I told you to let that GO! But forgive and Know how to Love VERY Well. Walk in the ways you think Jesus would do~Remember all the Torture~ The pain~ Mistrust~and abuse he went through for You.
God has given us Life so Precious and Rare, So many Beautiful things that we just can't explain~Its time that we open up
and try and save this world~That's now my mission in life~I won't stop till I reach my Goal I will be part of God's Soldiers
I have nothing to hide I'm all about Truth So Devil Let's lay it on the line.This girl will be Turning your wines into Fire~The ones that I reach you'll no longer Drink from. So if you see me you better turn the corner & Run! It's Red against Red Let's Fight~Fire with Fire~ God's got many soldiers who'll stand right along beside me if I need them to!With my God no longer am I afraid of YOU!
BY:Christina McCullouch
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I see in your heart I see Inside your Soul
I feel the feelings only you can see or know
I feel your pain from deep down inside
And know the hurt and feelings combined
Your an Amazing,Sweetheart this you should know
Don't let anyone take that from deep inside your Soul
The hurt you feel the anguish deep down inside
will only go away if you learn to let go and cry
The release is so great and healing. Refreshing I would say
That your heart will grow warmer and warmer each day
The Love you have inside shows in your outer glow
So let that glow reach deep down to where it needs to go
You are Beautiful on the inside and out dont let anyone
ever make you dought. Take control and let your inner
light glow.. Come on girl let's give them a beautiful show
Don't lighten your glow for anyone you know let it shine
and always abound..
Just know this to me you are one of the most Beautiful Souls
One of the most precious I have ever encountered on this earth
Although our friendship is beginning to bloom in leaps and bounds
I feel in my heart there is plenty of room for it still to grow
You are the most open, welcoming, sweetheart of a girl that I know
It feels like our friendship has been around forever your already in my soul
I Love you more than words could ever express I'll always be here
to help with any and all Stress or obstacles you go through
So know in me a True friend you have found one that promises to
NEVER let you down!!!!
Written By: Christina Kirks McCullouch
03/17/2013
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I feel you prescence every day.
Wherever I go you seem to
stay.
When I feel like breaking down
I feel a breeze. A cool wind and
know its you letting me know
everythings going to be okay.
That your here with me to
stay. Holding my hand through
every event in my way.
Pushing me, giving me the
strength to
make it through each day. In
my heart is where you are and
where you will Always stay.
Co-Written by Anna Marie Ross
& Christina Kirks McCullouch
04/06/2013
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What label does my son have?
Asperges!! What Aspergers
means to me?
Awesome,
Shy
Polite
Energetic
Rewarding,
Gifted
Enlightening
Real
Smart
!! That is my son in a
nutshell he is one
Amazing,gifted,intelligiant
child.. And I Love him and
cherish him very much..
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