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Kristian Cavinder Poem
These walls are thin they are caving in have no where to go no where to run. But yet I keep this head held high nothing ever feels right anymore. When will you turn your bad dues into good when will the dark become light ? So Unsure of where I'am trapped in this small place can't get my mind right. Like i'm lost at sea, This place makes no since so dark and cold far from the place I called home. You , you use to have an effect on me made me smile , made me feel safe and all my fears disapeared. Now i'm trapped lost and scared don't know what this place could be feels so far from what you use to be. My eyes unvailed as I see this a black hole where your heart use to be
Stuck in old feelings silly of me
Written by: Kristian P. Cavinder
Copyright © Kristian Cavinder | Year Posted 2013
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Kristian Cavinder Poem
All these thoughts run threw my mind question is do I run or do I hide?
I get tired of doing the right thing , I just wish people would have seen.
You were a sheep in wolf clothing, You had me backed in a corner my weakness you used.
I showed you my fears my mistake, Nothing ever seems as it is I cried my tears and let go.
Yet I hear your voice haunt me in my sleep, Flash backs run all I keep repeating "Leave" "Leave me be".
Feel empowered but you hold no power over me.
As I stand , I stand tall and strong just as I will remain strong as a statue.
Nothing can prosper I've mad it threw hell I've won the war.
You see you hold nothing over my head anymore!
Copyright © Kristian Cavinder | Year Posted 2013
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Kristian Cavinder Poem
These walls are thin they are caving in have no where to go no where to run. But yet I keep this head held high nothing ever feels right anymore. When will you turn your bad dues into good when will the dark become light ? So Unsure of where I'am trapped in this small place can't get my mind right. Like i'm lost at sea, This place makes no since so dark and cold far from the place I called home. You , you use to have an effect on me made me smile , made me feel safe and all my fears disapeared. Now i'm trapped lost and scared don't know what this place could be feels so far from what you use to be. My eyes unvailed as I see this a black hole where your heart use to be
Stuck in old feelings silly of me
Written by: Kristian P. Cavinder
Copyright © Kristian Cavinder | Year Posted 2013
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Kristian Cavinder Poem
Chills up my spine
I walk within my shoes
i'm reminded of the beautiful imperfection
in and out of my soul.
I get this feeling everyone's eyes upon me
staring deep in my heart pound pound beating.
So fast as this feeling gets stronger.
My anxiety grows I look down at my feet.
Just to walk past as i'm walking I realize I should not feel ashamed.
As my head lifts high i get this feeling ,
Empowerment fills my body up from my feet.
All the way to my head yes i'm different but different is okay.
I may not look like your average woman but there's no other like me.
So what if I have cerebral palsy and I may walk with a limp?
Does that make you any better then me?
Stop think breathe this feeling fills the air powerful
hearts are beating out loud.
Soon enough we out stand all , Stand as tall as a mountain.
As solid as a rock remain proud and strong as ever,
lesson learned never doubt within myself.
Never let judgement push me so low to where there's nothing but pain.
This feeling I feel i'm proud never ashamed and
my happiness is loud you can look.
See the smile on my face you can never erase.
Copyright © Kristian Cavinder | Year Posted 2012
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