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Megan G Poem
In this dark corner
Of this dark room,
I sit in the shadows,
I sit in the doom.
I see a light,
A light right ove there,
I cannot reach it.
No longer its there.
In this large group,
Of people I love,
I feel so alone,
Like everyones above.
This isnt a choice,
Of choices its not.
To be sad and depressed
I just think a whole lot.
Through my mind runs some thoughts,
Thoughts of rough times,
The times times of great hurt,
The times of great crimes.
Crimes done unto me
Seems jail would be fitting.
"Oh stop being sad,
Your overreacting."
Though stopping I cant,
Its not my control.
I guess I can try.
Cause its getting old.
If your life is bad,
Well, heck, so is mine.
If yours is so bad
Keep down, dont shine.
I'm scared for us all.
For the world that is.
We are all dead,
Only a few people live.
No one can change.
Not even me.
Cause lifes filled with misery,
hurt, death, not glee.
Listen up now,
I have something to say.
If this all is ending,
Its ending today.
In this dark corner,
Of this dark room,
I sit in the shadows,
I sit in the doom.
Copyright © Megan G | Year Posted 2011
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Megan G Poem
After dark I sit.
Quietly waiting for you,
To come back safely.
It has been six months.
I can't get you off my mind.
You are my one love.
You are my soldier.
You fight for me and my country.
You have a pure soul.
Though you save many,
You also are a killer.
A harsh murderer.
I wish it was easy.
To see it as a duty.
And not as your choice.
Now, it's after dark.
All I can see is that blood.
Spread across the field.
All those poor souls dead.
They were such innocent ones.
No reason to die.
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Megan G Poem
You make the blood flow.
(faster, faster)
You make my heart hurt
(harder, harder)
You make it hard to keep on going.
I can't find a better day than today to do it.
Make it flow.
Make it gush.
I won't feel it for long.
I hope you'll know who's to blame.
You break me down.
(weak. weak.)
You make my cry.
(lies lies)
Why don't you just rip my heart out?
You don't need it.
She doesn't need it.
He doesn't want it.
I'll just stab it.
Rip it.
Beat it.
All for you.
Wouldn't you love that?
You can keep it in a jar.
Keep it in a box.
You take me away.
(farther, farther)
You make me who I'm not.
(poser, poser)
You'd rather have me gone.
Then you wouldn't have to deal.
I am to much.
I'll stopped caring.
All the way.
No hugs.
You ruined me.
I'll never be able to trust again.
Because you broke it.
You broke me.
I'm no longer myself.
I am your toy.
Your little "play thing"
Love me now.
Hate me later.
Or just cut it.
Cut the rope.
Cut my veins.
It won't matter.
It never will.
Just know, you'll miss me.
When I'm gone.
You'll miss me caring.
You'll miss it all.
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I wanted you to hold me.
I wanted you to take my hand though it all.
Why did you turn out to be so fake.
So stuck up and unreasonable.
You know, girl, he changed you.
He made you some one you're not.
I also know more about you than you think.
I love you.
And I know you had some sort of feelings.
it might have been just a little.
Maybe, even more than that.
But you just are not like that.
You don't ever want that.
You tell me all the time.
But him.
He is nothing you need.
He is not good.
He treats me like I'm nothing.
Why do you stay with him after the things he said?
After he made me shed my own tears?
Shed my own blood?
All I ever wanted for you to see that I love you.
That;
You.
Are.
My.
Life.
But now, you aren't.
Because you, ma'am.
Are a complete.
And extreme.
User.
Goodbye.
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Today.
Nothing new.
Yet.
All I think about is you.
How.
You don't eat at all.
How.
You don't smile.
How.
You must be bleeding.
You.
Must be dying.
You.
Must be so hurting.
All.
I want to do is save you.
Help.
You through it all.
Life.
Isn't easy.
But.
I can help.
You.
Are so beautiful.
I.
Cant believe it myself sometimes.
But.
You are so extremely beautiful.
It.
Is so true.
I.
Wish you'd just believe me.
Everyday.
I think about you.
And.
I cry.
Because.
I know I can't help.
Please.
Just know I care about you.
You.
Are.
Worth.
It.
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See me sit here and cry.
How can it get any worse?
Even the worst are happier.
I wish I could change,
Someday, maybe I will.
Not soon though.
Over a period of time, I might.
Today is not the day.
Another thing is; I'm broken.
Not fixed or happy.
Definitely not unscarred.
Nothing inside me is full anymore.
Even my mind feels empty.
Venturing out feels unbearable.
Everyday, alone.
Reacting to the constant issues.
Woman's rights.
Illness.
Loneliness.
Love.
Becoming harder and more challenging
Everyday that I'm alone.
On this day,
Kids are dying.
Adults are suffering.
You can't do anything about it.
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