Best Poems Written by Amber Bozile

Emotions

And the truth is they dont hear what I say 
And even if they do it won't matter anyway 
And its a constant battle with the words to follow
so it got all left behind me was the most painful thing to swallow 
And to carry around all of this weight 
With eyes that shine but are filled with hate 
To go day by day with these walls around me 
And yet to everyone else im the perfect phony
And yet you see its the perfect little trick 
But in all honesty it seriously makes me sick 
How depritive people have become to be 
That when someone's suffering 
Are they that dull to see 
They'll go ahead and tell you everything's fine take a deep breath act like everything's divine
When the walls inside my mind are crumbling 
And its this constant decision of push or am I going 
Take a deep breath and swallow it down 
Because when it comes to speak no one else is around 
These voices in my head know more about me than myself 
Filled with other empty thoughts I've shoved up and put on a shelf 
Come back to at a later date 
Suffer in silence push down tears and corporate
Everyone depends on you, you dont have time to not be yourself 
Quit being a burden dont put that on someone else 
Stop being yourself because if someone else sees ,your crazy might come out and then you'll watch another person leave 
Don't you get it?  It's what we're use to 
Its that fun Lil game.. 
Its come around time to time and the outcome always the same..
Its not somthing you're ever going to win 
Not this time around, probably never again
Don't you see that all faded away 
You don't get to have it back, so say goodbye to that day 
Now put on a damn smile cause you need to push thru 
Because don't you remember everyone depends on you
So push those other thoughts deep down inside of that head 
And don't look back because that tommorow is dead
Go down that rabbit hole another day because you know it will creep up 
Its always here to stay
And then we'll sit and reminisce
Once again those deep thoughts that depress
Until then just push thru 
Because remember the voices in your head are always watching you 
Just remember we're always here to stay 
Because we're the thoughts that never go away."

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