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December.28th ,2010 at 11:28 p.m
I went outside to meet my baby's mom to give her presents for my kids, i set them all inside the trunk and then I close the lid,
I Got into the passenger seat to talk to her for a minute, cause it was raining very hard , and I didn't want to be in it,
Then I got out to cross the street to go back inside, that's when I heard peeling out me and this car we're going to collide.
It stopped in front of me with bright light in my face,i put my hands up for the light to block it, whoever they were kept repeating saying whats in your pocket,
I said screw you and got back in the car. Through the dark tint that blocked the light I now seen who they are.
never once did theysay who they were s.j.p.d, so this whole time.I thought they were jackers trying to get me for my money,
This is when my baby's mom turned around andsaid, what did you do?and why do they want to shoot you?
I don't know is all I said, thats when the cop started shooting lead, i stayed still like a statue.All I moved was my eyes and head,
The whole ordeal was in slow motion. The first bullet through when between my legs and in the cushion,
The second bullet went in my newborn's seat, he'd be dead if he would have been there, the crazy thing about cops these days they just shoot and if they're wrong don't care,
The third bullet hit me right in my thigh an ended up stopping in the center of my bone, i felt no pain didn't even moan,
The fouth bullet went behind my back in the cushion of the seat, the fifth one went into the floor
And almost hit one of my feet.
After we heard the first shot My baby's mom put the car in drive, to this day i still know that her driving away is the only reason i'm still alive
It all happened so, very fast. I think maybe 45 seconds was all that passed. The cops last bullet he put in the tire. I didn't see just heard the blast,
Now we're flying down the street.she hit 4 parked cars in our retreat, i told her to relax and slow down. And stop turning around to look at me her voice was on repeat,
She kept saying are you shot? are you shot? are you shot? to try to help her calm down and relax l told her I was not,
I seen some panic leave her face but she still did not slow down.she turned the next corner going around forty and almost hit a cab downtown,
The crazy thing she was driving reckless, one tire gone with sparks flying up, every direction I looked was a cop,
part2 coming very soon this is a long unbelievable true story
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I think I'm starting to realize something.
I'm on the wrong ship,
I guess i didn't think things through
when I came on this trip,
I thought that we had made a bond
love at first sight,
I went to her house, that same day,
was there all night,
When I left I whispered in her ear.
I love you. I felt her body tense
That's why I don't understand this
and why it don't make sense.,
I called her later on that day
She didn't answer her phone,
All that would go through my mind
Was if she was there alone.
That night, I couldn't get much sleep,
Too much was on my mind,
At one point through that lonely night
I caught myself crying,
That morning, I jumped in my car.
And went to her, place,
i knocked and when she opened the door
she slapped me in the face,
How dare you just to show up here
And sending me those texts,
I don't know what you thought about last night.
But to me it was just sex,
Sometimes I just need to release. It's called companionship.
I wanted a relationship I'm sorry
I was on the wrong ship
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everyone sometime in their life
may need a helping hand
if you fall from carrying a load
someone to help them stand
no matter if your a boy or a girl
or if your big or small,
never be too big then you are
to ask for help at all,
if you feel down and feel real sad
no matter what it may be,
find a way to get it all out
keeping it is never healthy,
never think that life is so bad
to think about suicide,
never let anyone or thing take
your dignity,self respect, or your pride,
if your pain comes from your heart
caused by a girl or a guy,
remember they are only one person
theres billions more to try,
if you know you have been true
to them but mostly to you,
then know in your mind,heart,and soul,
its them that dont deserve you.
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When I see u i feel something right inside of my heart,
I try to act different like I don't care,but I really hate being apart,
I know I've changed and you have too but is it for the good,
Cuz one thing that will never change i loveu dont even know if it could,
All I'm saying is like brenton wood is take another chance on me,
Cuz my love is way to strong for me to leave things the way that they be,
It's really frustrating and makes me mad but I know I am to blame,
I treated us and I was wrong and acted like it was a game,
If people know that they hate to lose then games they shouldn't play,
There is a saying that u don't know what you have until it is taken away,
And after all this happens to u and then you are all alone wondering if you can get it back or is it 4 ever gone.
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Do you ever feel like u feel no love and the feeling won't go away,
Or do you feel like your depressed almost every single day,
Are there days u wake up but just can't get out of bed,
Is it cuz facing a new day probably is what you dread,
Have u ever been with someone who did everything right,
But still you were not happy, and would constantly try to fight
Have u ever started crying for no reason, and you could not make it quit,
Or seen things that u knew were not there and thought you were getting messed with,
Have you ever sat there reading a book but don't remember what u just read,
Have nightmares always the same, in them u end up dead,
Or had a friend who u always played with but only you can see,
Seen someone with all the symptoms and said that wont be me,
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Dear Lord above in case you're real
right now I pray to thee,
To help me with my inner self
to change the way I be,
For many years and many days
this has been my life,
I even couldn't call it quits
for my kids and my wife,
Wish I may wish I might
give me the will to fight,
To gain control of my life back
and even of my sight
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Why do I feel so alone with so many people around,
Everyday a smile on my face inside it's upside down,
I cry inside everyday but haven't shed a tear in years,
People say I always look happy my life's not what it appears
Everyone lives two different lives,ones public the others at home
Cuz after their day and they step in their home the mask they wore is now gone
You never know what somebody feels or what they're going through
The only way to truly know them is if they live with you
be careful who you let in your life and who is in your space
dont hurry up like its a race you might end up in last place
people talk about love at first sight they think there love is true
but once they get to know them more they ask what did i do
you let them move in to dwell at your house and to share your room,
now that he has taken your heart you ask him to be your groom
lonely people sometimes make choices that later they regret
so pace yourself,one step at a time,dont treat life like its a bet
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have you ever sat and wondered why things are the way that they are,Like why the moon is sometimes close and sometimes so very far, Or why sometimes during the day the Moon is still there, Then sometimes during the night you can't find the moon nowhere,
Why does the government tell us things we see they don't exist, they insult our intelligence and that makes me real pissed,
Like when they said they went to the moon and planted that tiny flag,I figured out how to prove they lied keyword is the flag,
We can see so very far with the telescopes we got, now point them at the moon and see if the flag is there? it's not,
I thought about this by myself I haven't heard it said before,do u really think they would put a flag the size of a doggy door,
No way in hell the flag they put would have had to be unrolled, so from the earth with the naked eye we'd see stars and stripes standing out so bold,
They get away with things they've done and tell us what to know and think like who pulls the strings behind the scenes or what's the missing link,
There's so many things that are not true or they don't let us know about,but they broke us to control our minds and thoughts and our confidence with doubt,o
we gave them the power they have on us and the things they now possess, together as one we take it back and clean up all there mess,
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Love you
Love me
I do
We'll see
How much
Whole lot
missed touch
Love sought
It's been
Many years
We seen
Joy,tears
Still there
Me too
I care
About you
We communicate
That's key
Don't hate
I'm sorry
We can
Work through
Can't stand
Fighting you
Love true
Will persevere
Me,you
Still here
Love true
rare find
You do
Hold bind
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In our world we're always at war,
fighting sometimes we don't know what for,
thousands die that are fathers, and brothers,
sons, daughters, sisters and mothers,
They're shooting at someone whose younger than them,
who's life just began and nows going to end,
Why does so many people have to die in a war,
cause two men can't agree and dont know what for,
It takes thousands to die for them to talk peace,
and asking the other for their fire to cease,
But it's a waste of time cuz they agreed on it all,
except for something dumb like a nickel and wall
So thousands will die for this war they made up,
for reasons madeup, and all made up by corrupt,
Started a war, tell you fight not what for,
make a fortune selling weapons from their online store,
What's sad and corrupt and will never be right,
the weapons they sell to their enemies we fight,
The thousands who died getting shot suicide,
died for men they didn't even know lied
Next time they talk war let's turn it around, let
these leaders fight each other til one's dead on
the ground.
If we made that a law, there'd be no more war at all,
cause these leaders will think twice when it's there life that might fall.
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