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My Cyber Love

Is this real or in my dreams
My worlds unraveling at the seams
You have my heart now take my soul
This cyber love is what makes me whole

I can't believe what's happening to me
Your face so perfect that I've never seen
Your lips so soft I may never touch
I only feel the keyboard I clutch

I need you now I need you forever
In an electric world to be together
A surreal place that plays with the mind
In a cloned world of two of a kind

I consume your words they filter inside
No matter what I do I can't seem to hide
My trembling hands awaiting the rush
When I feel you near to resume this crush

Your my everything my unyielding desire
the spark to the match before it lights fire
The angel within that whispers my name
Controlling the moves in this wicked game

This cyber love Is why I awake
This cyber love is my only escape
The time has come I feel it in my spine
When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line.

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If This Isn'T Love

If this isn't love then why do you call me
If this isn't love why must you say you love me
If this isn't love why do you sit and wait for me
If this isn't love why do you call me your baby girl
If this isn't love don't call me and ask to marry me
If this isn't love don't call to tell me you love me
If this isn't love then why do we fight all the time
If this isn't love why don't you tell me it isn't.

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What You Don'T Want To Happen To You.

I woke up thinking where am I and how did I get here.
There was no trace of what happened last night.
But all I know is that something happened that was recall bad.
Because I felt empty. Lost.
I ran out the door of the room noticing I was at my neighbors house.
He was sitting up in his love seat in the living room.
I noticed right then and there why I was here.
Recalling the things he has mentioned to me in the past. 
How he wanted me to stay the night at his house so he wouldn't be "lonely"
Oh, did I hate the thought of me ever sleeping with him or even next to him
Gave me the goosebumbs all over the place. 
I walked into the living room and looked at his face. Hoping to recall what happened.
But all he could do was smile at me and so my clothes are in the master bathroom.
Why were they there and not in the guest bathroom?
It was odd something I couldn't place my finger on
I gracefully walk to the bathroom wringing my hands together, hoping nothing more will 
happen.
My clothes were there like he said they were, but something wasn't right.
I lifted the seat of the toilet to urinate.
I looked down at my underwear and noticed blood. Wait a minute that shouldn't have 
happened.
I had been raped.
Lost my virginity to a man i don't even know. 
Thats all I could remember.
My alarm clock blaring in my right ear.
All I wanted to remember was I had a dream. Thats all.
This poem goes out to all the rape victims like me and to bring those men/women to 
justice.....

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I'M Sorry

I’m sorry, 
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve cried
I’m sorry for every single lie
I’m sorry I was never enough
I’m sorry I just wasn’t tough
Sorry I couldn’t make you smile
Sorry I didn’t make you stay a while
Sorry it was nothing more than sex
I’m sorry I have to call you my ex
I’m sorry you broke my heart
I’m sorry I tore you apart
I’m sorry we can’t get along
I’m sorry, I cry to every song
I’m sorry I hide when you come around
Sorry I hang my head, eyes always on the ground
Sorry we couldn’t make it
Sorry I just couldn’t take it
Sorry we never meant much
Sorry you LOVED to touch, 
Sorry you couldn’t see past my looks
I’m sorry for every part of me you took
I’m sorry for all the pain you’ve caused
I’m sorry I let you in at all, 
I’m sorry I pushed you away
I’m sorry you don’t deserve me in any way
I’m sorry we will never again meet
I’m sorry this as far as we will see, 
Never past the words I’m sorry to the broken trust
Now all I see is the way you lust
I’m sorry we just weren’t meant to be
And I’m sorry you feel you never hurt me
What I’m sorry for most of all, 
Is how I’m just say sorry, I haven’t been sorry at all.

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Do You Know Who Santa Really Is?

I went to the club late on Christmas Eve,
There was a party like you wouldn't believe;
The beer was flowin', the place was loud,
A man could get lost just workin' the crowd;

I was on my second round and what did I see?
An old man with a beard was smiling at me;
He wore a red coat and he drove a sleigh;
Man, could that stranger slip and sway!

Santa is a line dancer, burnin' up the floor,
He's ringin' those bells, and he's ready to roar;
Santa is a line dancer, and he's got the beat,
Better make way for those magic feet.

I thought I was crazy, couldn't believe my eyes,
It's the Miller talkin', then I realized
Santa himself was out on the town,
Kickin' up his heels before he made his rounds;

He was a hit with the women under the mistletoe,
They sat on his lap, now wouldn't you know;
He took down their number, wouldn't you bet;
This was a Christmas they'd never forget.

I watched him take off in his turbo sleigh,
It had bucket seats and a microwave;
His side-kick was an elf in a mini skirt,
She wore a pointed hat and a sequined shirt;

I heard him shout as he hit the sky,
"Merry Christmas, y'all,I've got to fly!
Next Christmas Eve, I'll be ready for more,
Babe, I'll meet you out on the floor!"

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No!!!!!!

I hear the floor creek 
Closer and closer toward my bedroom door
I try to stay quiet hiding under the covers
Though I know he will find me

I hope he doesn't hear my heartbeat
Or hear me praying God will protect me tonight
But as I do I start to cry because I know
TONIGHT'S ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS 
WHEN GOD JUST DOESN'T HEAR ME

I let out one more sob
And the door swings open
The hallway light shines in
But darkness radiates off him
So strong 
He has a smile on his face
Nothing will stop him
I cant even defend myself

He gets on top of me holding me down
As I try to turn away
He pulls me back covering my mouth
I am too scared to breathe

A few weeks pass by
I hear him moaning my name
While stumbling around the house
Closer and closer he is walking toward me

Now he is on my bed
And before he even touches me
I begin to cry as I wonder
Where is God tonight?

This time I fight back
I yell
I cry
But he has ways to shut me up.
I do everything I can to loosen his grip
He's hurting me so bad but will not let me go
NO
He will not let me go
Not until he is finished

He leaves me lying there
To think of what I have lost
"I'm sorry" is not enough
He doesn't even realize what it has cost

Another few weeks pass by
The shame keeps getting worse
Too afraid to tell
Though its so hard to hide this pain
Day after day

I must have been bad that night
I hear him coming closer as I'm lying on the floor
Lord I would do anything
If you would keep him from walking through that door

But he does
I finally realize I am all alone
No one to protect me
No one who can save me...
So I lie back down to take it 
But he throws me on the bed
And makes me relive my worst fears
When I just want to be dead

I don't want to kill myself
I just want to die
God, why have you abandoned me?
Can you not see the tears I cry?

I will hurt myself later
After you have hurt me
This blood that stains the sheets
Tangled up on my bed
Reminds me of the words
The images you have put inside my head

I can still feel you touching me, grabbing me
Forcing my body closer to yours
The feeling of your cold fingers all over me
I constantly try to wash away
From my scarred skin

Since that first night
I live my life in fear
You are the reason I love too easily
Why I cannot love at all.
Because I trusted you
I can no longer trust

The pain I hold inside
You will never know
They will never understand
That my scars don't even begin to show...

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This Is Me

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me 



i know this we arent supposed to copy other lyrics, but this is how i have been feeling lately 
and this song relates...it relates to my life and you... you know exactly who you are... i 
finally found....you....

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My Love!

There's nothing in this world
That can express my love
You're as beautiful as an angel 
And pure as a dove.
Around the world 
I've searched and searched 
Looking for the one.
Fighting loneliness, sadness,
And rejections
But I now declare that the war is won.
I've found the love,
The love of my life
And I think that one-day 
You might be my wife.
We will have children
And live happily ever after
I will make your life joyful
And full of laughter.
Whatever you want I'll give you,
You're the love of my life 
That is why I receive you.
With my hands open wide
As wide as the ocean
Just waiting to hug you and never let go
You're the one for me
And that's all I need to know.

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Bella

My wonderful daughter, delight of my heart,
I hope that you know you’re both lovely and smart.
I cherish you dearly for the person you are,
You have passion and caring that will carry you far.


Wherever you go you’ll be watched by my love,
And we’ll always be close like a hand in a glove.
May the years treat you kindly, may laughter hold sway,
And I’m here for you always if your blue skies turn gray.

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Far Away From Me

As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive
Dwelling on the past, I will not allow
The fears I once had mean nothing to me now

"Let go of the past and think of the future.", they say
They don't know what its like being afraid every single day
Afraid of losing the one that you love the most
The only thing I want right now is for us to be close

She means everything to me, but does she know?
Can she sense the feelings that I just can't show?
I want her to see how much she changed my views
She's just someone I would never want to lose

The hardest thing when loving someone so far away
Is not knowing if they will still love you the very next day
It's not that I doubt it, I just wish she knew
That sometimes i just don't know what to do

I love her with all the love my heart has to provide
So pretty girl, don't worry.. I have nothing to hide
If you were here, you could tell by the tears in my eyes
This love we've been sharing, I hope it never dies