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Cj Young Poem
I've given it thought
I've tried reading your heart
It never worked
cause you made me wanna kill my art.
What am I doing?
Maybe I should just leave myself alone
and bite my bones
What am I saying?
Bloody sheets and a bloody bed
It's just me dead silent in my head.
I wanna kill you but I still want your teeth in my back
I loved you but you make me wanna snap
I hate you but I still need your bottle cap.
You held me hostage
I allowed it
cause I wanted the attention.
Stockholm syndrome
except now your the one tied up in my head.
Holding my weapon
wondering if you should be alive or dead .
What am I thinking?
Is it possible for you to die?
are you even alive?.
What am I feeling?
Maybe I'm the one who is at fault
cause I seesaw leaving myself alone.
I wanna kill you but I still want your teeth in my back
I loved you but you make me wanna snap
I hate you but I still need your bottle cap.
I've given it thought
What's the point of my status ?
when are bodies will decay or be ashes.
Inscription of my milestones
Never mind that
if I'm unable to read my own gravestone.
Premeditated murder
I'll still be charged whether it does or doesn't work.
Bottle cap in my pocket,
will I keep or toss it?
Warm or cold heart ?
all I know is that I'm a murderer of my own art.
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Everyday you see strangers
not all of them are of danger
what if you find a new friend?
what if you find more than ten of them?.
Will you say hello or goodbye?
will you laugh or will you cry?
a process that goes through your mind.
Dangerous decisions
stranger danger visions
the outcome is a scary lesson.
Two wrongs don't make a right,
whether it's either easy or hard for you to decide
you'll know if you have fight or flight.
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On these sunny days I sadly feel blue
Where is the phone call that you said would happen soon?
Now my guitars out of tune
and my body aches in the afternoon
but for some reason I can't wait to tell you.
On these darkest nights I'm still not tired
quit my job before I could get fired
then I hear your voice on the radio
and you sang my name so now I know
I'm still your love even at your shows.
My guitars now in tune
and I dance in the afternoon
but I still can't wait to tell you.
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Cj Young Poem
I'm the joker
the clown who can behave
but people can still walk away
If I cry then my makeup will smear
so I wipe it away,till I'm alone to release my tears.
I can be your clown
all you gotta do is ask
if you change your mind
then I'll take off my mask.
Am I a attention seeker
or do I feel like I'm easily forgotten?
maybe the clown makeup
is my way of protection
cause if you see my tears
then my feelings may be spoken
different outcomes and different reactions
maybe my troubles are to much for the person.
I can be your joker
all you gotta do is ask
if you change your mind
then I'll take off my mask.
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Caution may vary to some of society
but what happens when the words you write or speak
cause confusion to those who refuse to dig
like when a dog dig's for it's buried bone,
whether you are serious or silly,
you can't deny you have felt pain before.
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I've got a heart that is racing
I've got bones that are aching
I've got a voice that is shaking.
If you dare to call me your friend
be prepared when you see my disturbances.
Can you explain to me
is it sad to go from disturbed to disturbing?.
I've got eyes that are seeing
I've got skin that is bleeding
I've got teeth that are decaying.
Hey don't feel bad
if you see me go mad.
Don't you dare call me a feen
just let me sit back
and I'll let you disturb me.
If you can't stand the way I am
well your not the only one my friend.
Copyright © Cj Young | Year Posted 2023
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