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Disha Maharaj Poem
They say he is there
Ensuring everything is fair
They say he takes care of us
Even when he's in rush
I asked then why don't he solve my miseries?
Why is he taking my test?
Why isn't he the reason of my merries?
Why is he treating me different from the rest?
I thought I am my responsibility
I have to work for myself
Maybe he forgot his responsibility
And is taking care of someone else
Then one day after a small success
I gave this a thought
He was always there for me to bless
He always gave me the best taught
He was always there for me
Whenever I was going right
He is a feeling that we can't see
But he is my almight
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Disha Maharaj Poem
There once was a little girly
Who thought she was the best
She was confident so early
She knew she is different from the rest
But one day she saw someone
Who was like no one
He was always ahead
And that girly was afraid
She lost all of herself
She thought she is worthless
She screamed "I hate Myself!"
She saw herself in darkness
But one day she noticed light
She ran to see what it is
It was to erase her plight
As it was a mirror telling her how incredible she is.
Copyright © Disha Maharaj | Year Posted 2023
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Disha Maharaj Poem
Questions - questions everywhere
Tearing the inner me apart,
I am screaming "Why only me?!"
But I forgot, the answer resides in my heart.
I forgot it's just a phase
It will end up slowly soon
And I will get that lively myself back
Just like the sky got the moon.
So, I told myself not to worry
Just stay calm as there's no hurry.
It's just a little offering by God
So just chill and put those headphones on.
And I forgot to mention,
Your limits are far beyond your imagination
Life is a learning process,
So be as excited as you are always
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Disha Maharaj Poem
The night's beauty never scared me
I am just scared of the creatures
Night is as beautiful as day seem
I don't know why I hated its features
They are just like the pearls in a necklace
Their presence have a big significance
Dark is darker than dark itself
Spirits wanna mark their presence
Scared but the moon is guiding
The stars are asking me to be attentive
The grass is giving my spine a chill
My shoes are the only thing I am minding.
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Disha Maharaj Poem
It's not a wish anymore
It's my urgent need
As I have examined my core
Innocence should be in my soul's feed
When I look ten years back
To my five year old self holding a toy stack
Hating on nobody
But filled with love for everybody
Not understanding the intentions
But making deep connections
I don't know why I am understanding everything so deep
And holding the emotions my heart can't keep
"You're a big girl now" is something I don't wanna hear
I want to cry so hard if I can't bear
Just wanna say sorry to those I hated on
But my ego will get hurt if I practice it for long
I want to be that five year kid again
Where I was self obsessed
Now I am so insecure
I don't know till when I'll endure
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Disha Maharaj Poem
I don't know what's happening
I want to stop it but I can't
I am so terrified and am shaking
No one can stop this except the holy saint
I guess I am in the wrong path
Want to go to the other side
But I am tearing myself apart
I guess my confidence is enjoying a ride
Now I think I can't do this
But my heart really want to
Want to enjoy that cool bliss
I hope my dreams come true
Seems I forgot the name of determination
It will never leave if I want
Then dreams will be the crown of my coronation
Aims will never be something I will daunt
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Disha Maharaj Poem
I am afraid of being forgotten
Afraid of being the last one on your chat history
Afraid of being the side piece
A cameo you used as the catalyst
What if I don’t come to your mind when someone takes my name?
What if you don’t remember the last time we blushed the same?
What if you don’t remember the intimidation
We felt, while navigating our way through the lane?
Was it worth it if you don’t remember me?
Was it worth it if your birthdate still haunts for free?
Was it worth it if you did it all for show?
Was it worth it if you’re now just somebody that I used to know?
Copyright © Disha Maharaj | Year Posted 2024
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Disha Maharaj Poem
The eyes that are stuck on floor today
Resisting every temptation to seek a look
Not so long ago recorded in a book
The secret meeting of ours when towards each other they shook
I hope they don't encounter yours again
Not because they are afraid to see you
Probably my feelings will give your heart a stain
'Cause you never knew they existed before yours did ago a months few
I hope one day I will tell
The reason behind my actions caused you to think I never fell
Until that day, I pray not to see you again
'Cause my feelings will give your heart a stain
Pair of two got one more addition
But how can three hearts survive without one's cremation?
It was my fault though unknowingly
I'll not feel sorry to draw myself willingly
I hope you are happier than ever was
Probably day dreaming about her all day
But I wish I still hold a part of your memory may
And think how different things would have been if one of us dared to say
I wish you could read my eyes
And how I looked at only you that way
And came to me directly to clear up
Instead of going to hear what others say
And I still remember that beautiful night
When your eyes were stuck on me
And how badly I wished to steal that glance's might
For no one else but just for me
I hope you still re-read our old stupid conversations
That seemed too shy to be done face to face
But I never knew you'll give up on me in a matter of two weeks
And introduce someone new to the race
The ball of your love was too fast for me to catch
But I did try to get a hold
I was just on the ledge to take a jump probably bold
But someone else got it, no match
I wish I could tell you how hard I practiced
To let you know your eyes are the prettiest I have ever seen
But the moment took forever to come
Time worsened the situation how mean
I wish I could tell you how you became my poetry
And probably the name my friends are tired of hearing
I wish I could take you back in time to show you the stolen glances
Of you that I took with my heart fearing
The diary still holds our perhaps short lived memories
And I am not going to let them go just as it is
Maybe some day I'll sit and read them to miss
Our ended before even started stories ....
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Disha Maharaj Poem
I hate being the 'incident' of your story
Hate how you once made my heart beat so fast
Hate how I get a reminder of you
Now we're just strangers that sometimes walk past.
A memory I can't erase
Was getting dull with time
Life was getting back to it's pace
But a trigger by your sight, not my eye's crime.
Applauds to the courage
I didn't feel anything in
Left the road you were taking
Resisting the temptation of a possible sin.
The need of journeying back in time
Where your name stood unknown
As an arrogant, aggressive guy
Was what to me, was shown.
I hate being the one left behind the door
When you were the one knocking it first
Hate the time I spent foolishly
On you, now I just keep eyes on floor.
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Disha Maharaj Poem
Dear future one
I know you're miles away
I don't know when you'll run
To come and take me your way
So I decided to find you
Tried to see you in the crowd
And found some good ones too
But my heart never allowed
So I went from there
Somewhere I thought you would be
So I could see your eyes shimmer
And see how drunk I could be
I know we are miles apart
And don't even know each other
But you still reside in my heart
And I am sure, soon we'll be together
Don't worry your darling is waiting
And will wait for you until you come
I will even start levitating
To pray for your wholesome
Don't know what future have for us
The time, place and situation is still unknown
But our meeting is must
As to the world it will be shown.
Copyright © Disha Maharaj | Year Posted 2023
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