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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
As I , stand here on my porch, Looking at all the beauty and peace that surrounds me.
My heart way's heavy with; guilt,worry and disappointment. What kind of mother,grandmother am I?
Why am I still here ? My children need me so, doesn't matter that they're grown.
Many day's and nights my mother held me close.
I've been in they're place thinking damn I hate being all alone. I'm hungry and hot in my dark home. Needing my momma , to talk an encourage me everything's going to be alright. Think she is up maybe she'll answer her phone.
Still im standing here with all these thoughts running through my head,
GOD I need your help please, as I hit my knees, show the path I need to be on. Dear Lord please, please. Help me.
Oh my I new he was listening when the chills ran right through ,
Sweet child of mine I've never turned you away go to them they need you.
Copyright © Brandy Sue Wells | Year Posted 2022
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
Dear Lord, I come to you with a heavy heart on my knees I pray for you to watch over my son yes my baby boy I know he's made mistakes.He has lost his freedom for that.Can you send a Angel to watch over him at night and through the day somehow let him know that I'm always here.when they lock the cell bars up at night.Lay your hands over him lord and keep him safe.That one day he will come home I love and miss him so much.Lord can you forgive me for not being a better mother than I should of been.Maybe he'd be setting here with me instead of the pin.
Copyright © Brandy Sue Wells | Year Posted 2022
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
If there were visiting hours in heaven I'd always be there I'd never miss one.Even if I had to stay on this side of the pearly gates, I would blow kisses and send so many hugs from everyone.You'd have to pass them around and around. I'd ask you how your days are.Are you really with the rest of our loved ones and friends.I know from down here we can't see you anymore but I feel you everyday. Would you pass our hugs and love to each and everyone until we see you again one day.
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
Walking in the moonlight, on a distant shore.Black magic, black mother let me pain no more.For the time has come for me to be alone.I must be this way for you have hit me with your last stone.I dug a ditch a long ways from here, I planted some lilies there.As I dug a grave for myself out in the middle of nowhere.As I head to the darkness where light has never shown.Tears keep coming and loneliness, heartache, the scars I'll forever have.Will i ever find who I wants was? I must hide my face and you should hide yours.Darkness is among us now.I don't hear a sound.Lord please forgive me as I'm about to sin.l asked you not to throw stones at me.That means you offered me pain.You are a sight for sore eyes.Darkness of evil has opened inside me.Broken bones with all the pain, Nightmares there's not a worse feeling to wake up and not have your memory.Someone else to feed you clean you.Screaming over and over, what the hell has happened to me.All for what? Lord only knows.iv'e always heard sticks and stones may break your bones.But you will never hurt me. We are here, this grave that i dug.Was never for me. It's for you...
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
Life is different for each and everyone of us. I've heard people say, you should walk a mile in my shoe's.I wouldn't want anyone to walk in my shoes.I believe God has a plan for us, As we all a purpose here on earth. And he is the only one who is perfect.We all have our own story hoping,that one day someone will take our book off of the shelf.and realize their own self worth.We are all great in gods eyes.Even if we are twisted.
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
We only get the chance to see the beauty of a tulip for a couple of weeks once a year.Strange kind of it's like life if you don't pay attention to the good things they'll be gone. Life teaches you many different lessons as a tulip appreciate what you have before you never have it. Because with a blank of an eye life will be gone.Hold tightly to the ones you love because the only difference will be you will see the tulip again but you won't see them.
Copyright © Brandy Sue Wells | Year Posted 2023
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
Daddy Are You a Angel
Hey, daddy, are you an angel? I thought you're here last night. I went outside to have coffee with you. I Stopped right in my tracks, All I could do is cry I was looking everywhere for you. I
stood even longer hoping you would show, you never did.Strange things so many ill never understand. I left that day your were breathing you were alive. I drove so fast to get my boy to make back to you I didn't. Were you mad or hopeful that I wasn't going to make.All of your daughters even their mom stood and sang comfort you as we each you were leaving us that day. But we sang and we talked, we prayed.I feel that you were waiting for me to go as you slipped slowly away.Not a chance to give you the one last kiss or hug ,to say I love you daddy.I hope and pray I can join you again someday..
Copyright © Brandy Sue Wells | Year Posted 2023
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
You say I'm strong.Here's a piece of my life's timeline,Only because you'll never see When I fall apart.This heart may be shattered but it was together. Soft edges hardened In such a short time! You call that strength? You don't see me cry at words you say.Not knowing what they mean.You call this strength - I don't rely on words from others.To keep me safe.Words don't mean anything.I have a backbone.I wipe the fog from the mirror, As steam covers my face Leaving me speechless knowing my mistakes, Breaking down as the doors locked music loud to drown the voices in my head, Nobody has to see.Driving myself crazier than words can speak. My shadows,I keep hidden from the light.These walls of steel and concrete Make me incomplete many miles on sore feet. A barrier it takes time to break.Life storyline will always chase me.I don't fear the dark it's what's in.Do you have strength to match me, No one has hpatience for me. Not to worried about the voices in my head my personality depends on what you do not what you think.Here I set in my on saluted so I might not hurt someone. Battles so loud uncontrollable swarming in my head, one says hide yourself the other won't place nice with others, Oh no Stella don't start shining right now. Theres enough crazy happening, I replied darn it voices you know what button's to push.Now go on hide somewhere be very quiet. Hell is coming and I am to
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
Mistakes have been made in life unfixable most of the time hopefully learn from. Thoughts in your mind going over and over wondering what if I did this or what if I did that.
Still I scream, cry I'm so so worthless . When I try harder than ever before I still fall.
Wishing I could eventually fix it all.
Yet knowing I can't.
A burning in my heart for my kids.
My love life my whole world I'd do anything to go back pay more attention and hold on dearly to their precious lives. Time missed as I watched them grow. Only praying that my love is strong enough that one day they'd come home.
Athough I still got to forgive myself,until then I'll carry this burden,My heavy load.That I caused yet my kids paid the price.
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Brandy Sue Wells Poem
I wish I had the words to explain how much you to me. Im the person I am today. because you let me be You're the wisest woman So strong and so GOD loving.I could never be the woman you are. The unconditional love made me strong, and
secure. Learning and being the example tought us we are
worthy. God loves us. You're the world's greatest mom; I love how you
are a winner either way
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