Long Shouldve Poems

The pains starting to kick in now that i am all alone.
 I wish i could just take everything back and make it all how it use to be. 
I was so happy when it...

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Is it that hard?
I tried, I was civil, 
Even pleasant;
I asked about your stupid jeep
When I knew all about it,
I answered your few questions
Very nicely and thoroughly;
 You asked about my interview,
I told you,
Later you...

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I learned to accept good with the 
bad.. The ugly ruined everything we 
ever had, realizing u were 
everything I ever had. said u didnt 
rly care & thats what makes me mad 
dnt kno...

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Current mood: distraught
Category: Life

If i could just project my voice into the ears of those i love
I would take the world into my words and let them hear what my heart sings
it sings of joy...

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Lord grant me the power to forgive
so that I may have the will to live
Grant me peace
feelings of revenge help me to release
I need you now to help me in this place
Even if I dont...

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My sins are of my own doing
Skeletons of my own choosing
None worse than forgiving
I shouldve known better
I know how you are
Right down to the letter
Cowardice and Betrayel
Same story from the theme setter
Should of known you...

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Should i have known this was gonna happen to us. They were gonna leave us... all i 
was tryna do was save us from this nothing world. NOTHING! now where am i? 

 

I shouldve...

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Your smile and sense of humor, tight hugs will be missed.
Your constant joking laughter that made lifes struggles make sense.
You could move mountains with your words
That made climbing  easier
You encouraged and lifted me up
And...

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LOVE FOR MEN 
LOVE FOR FAMILY
ALL OF THIS IS JUS A TRAGEDY
WHY ME IS WHAT I CRY OUT TO THE LORD
PEOPLE DONT BELIEVE ME THEY SAY
THATS NOT HER WORD
LOVE FOR FRIENDS IS DISAPPEARING 
WANTIN A...

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Standing back from the edge
Im hurting do bad
Cutting cant bury the pain
I cant bleed it out anymore.
Sobbing for what I couldnt had-
Shouldve had,
I find myself at the brink
Rocky hills surround me
Staring out over the world
Reaching...

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(vrs 1)
robed in white
but it shouldve been black
lifes counting on this moment
cant take actions back
bound by a tie
we look at eachother
and know this is a lie.

(chorus)
theyll say till death do us part
but youd rather die...

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Hopeless from the start, I shouldve known it all along.
Darkness in ones heart, and other places it doesnt belong.
Broken fragments of life, are now dripping from my eyes.
A painful sight, but the only one you...

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Hatred is given respect is gained
I will never trust you the same 
The bond I gave to you was given to me

Because I would have never betrayed you
I was never given the chance to explain...

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i thought that we could make it work,
you acted like you were changing,
but i shouldve known better.

you told me you were ready to get serious,
and that you had grown up and matured,
but i shouldve known...

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i couldve had you for a lifetime
i wouldve always cared
i shouldve stuffed my head
with the memories we shared.
 i couldve dreamt of you
and your warm embrace
i couldve left with you
out of this wretched place.
 i...

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