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Lost Myself In Search of Youwritten and performed by Matt Nathansonfrom the album " Please"I was holding you so tight and you were holding me So wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such securityand the first few weeks were just like heavenbut I never really seemed to get that highso now I just sit here laughing at the time that passed me by It's times like these when I feel I'm on my knees beggin Please don't go! And as you slipped away I couldn't admit that we were throughand as you slipped away I found I lost myself in search of you I was holding you so tight and you were holding himbut you left the door so wide open that I was sure you'd come back in And now the only time I can hold you is in my mindbut that doesn't seem to fill me up inside So yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a needand you seemed to feel it necessary to make me seethat I was wrong and you were right and that all my attemptswere in vain but I was pretty sure you'd turn around and want me back again And as you slipped away I couldn't admit that we were through And as you slipped away I found I lost myself in search of you I was holding you so tight when you needed help I guess insecurities catch up to you when your lying to yourself But I wasn't lying when I told you all that you could bebut it was no use You never really listened to me I was holding you so tight but now I've let you go(note: these lyrics were taken from the album sleeve but they tend to stay pretty accurate in Nathanson's case.) #9
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