Dialogue:
Damn, Lord. Just got so much hurt n' pain inside me, you know what I'msayin'? People think just cause I got records or sumpin' I don't feel hurt n'pain, huh, thinkin' I ain't human or sumpin', God can you help me out?
Lyrics:
Lord how much longa' I gotta' take this, playa haten' and gettin' stabbedbehind my back, I'm frustrated, feelin' mentally incarcirated. I'msuffocating gasping for oxygen so I can breathe, at times I'm prayin' for Godto take me away feelin' I'm ready to leave, this world of misery, jealousy,hurt n' pain. But I gotta maintain even though to live is Christ, to die isgain. I'm feelin' lonely God wrap your arms around a solider, and hold metight because this world just keeps on gettin' colder. Wipe the painful tearsfallin' from these lonely eyes. Got one of my friends betray me then proceedto tell these lies, I'm tellin' the truth at times I feel, that don't nobodycare? That's why I cry at night when I'm on my knees alone in prayer. See Ibe in a comrade stuck in a world zone holdin' on to my mission, but at times Iwish God wouldn't have placed me in this opposition, cause people love me, butat the same time some despise me, and it's drivin' me insane full of all thishurt n' pain!
Chorus-I feel rejection, lonliness, hurt n' pain. God can you take away the hurt n'pain? A solider strugglin' up in this game. So God can you take away thehurt n' pain? <
Repeat>I'm havin' visions, wakin' up screamin', frightened, sweatin' and dramatizedthinkin' about when they broke in my house and tried to take my life. Iremember layin' in my bathtub, full of blood, thinkin' to myself, is there anylove left in this world? Cause nowadays, there's so much division, that's whyhalf of my homies dead and the others spend their days in the prison. Thedevil keep temptin' me, fillin' my mind with evil thoughts, but I'm gonnaprevail even though everyone would said I'd fail. My own homies talk aboutme, claimin to be my partners, but then behind my back, they bad-mouth me.
Now tell me Judas why you do me like Cain did to Abel. I showed you love andput the food up on your family's table. Why you be jabberin' and spreadin'lies behind my back, I helped you when you was down and got you back on track.
Is you a friend or foe? Tell me cause I need to know. Or is you down because
I bring my two shows and make that dough. If that's the case then homey,here's some change, go play the lotto. Cause my crew tight just like themcorks that be on champagne bottles, can you feel me? I full of all this hurtn' pain, the sunshines gone, so God please guide me through the storms andrain.
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Chorus>I kept so many tears, thought appears, that was down me for the last fewyears. Playa haten a brother but worse I heard it with my own ears. Dear
God, can you rescue me? From all this hurt n' pain, backstabbin', playahaten, lyin' and jealousy. At times I feel that I can't go on, but I gotta bestrong, I'm willin' to die for what I believe in just like John. You wrong,if you think I be in this for the dough, like Robert De
Niro, and Joe Pesci upin Casino, move to Reno, if that's what your intentions be. Don't try to usethe name of God so that you can come up on some quick money, dummy, ain'tnuttin' funny, them lies bring hurt n' pain, so keep my name up out yourdevilish lies and realize!
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Chorus> then Dialogue
Lyrics by T-
Bone
Submitted by Nick Woodrum (nickshaq@aol.com)
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