Arguments Through Glass

Posted by Joshua Janke on 5/29/2026 8:54:56 PM
When I face the mirror the conversation starts wrong too fast too sharp The room splits before words even exist the instant the light flicks and my shadow hits the wall behind me Crawling out from wherever rage lives before language The shadow always speaks first Young quick-tempered mistaking rage for strength mistaking fear for proof of being a man built on volume on impact on how much damage could mean presence He still tries to turn every silence into a threat every disagreement into a battlefield calling restraint weakness The reflection doesn’t answer like it used to just watches—exhausted learning silence not because it feels like peace but because every scar taught it some fights don’t end when you win them It’s easy to swing easy to break easy to let anger convince you you’re powerful much harder to take disrespect on the chin while the shadow behind you calls you soft for surviving it And somewhere inside the glass Future me appears Not the man the shadow imagined No legend No monster No feared man standing over the world Just someone worn down enough To understand restraint That's what angers him most The future he spent years envisioning Looks nothing like the one standing here now So he rattles against the wall behind me Boiling over inside a voice Only I can hear Past self mourning a future That never came true Future self disappointed By how long growth actually takes And me Still trapped between them Watching the reflection age While the shadow keeps yelling Like becoming louder could still mean something changes

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