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'TWAS a death-bed summons, and forth I went By the way of the Western Wall, so drear On that winter night, and sought a gate-- The home, by Fate, Of one I had long held dear. And there, as I paused by her tenement, And the trees shed on me their rime and hoar, I thought of the man who had left her lone-- Him who made her his own When I loved her, long before. The rooms within had the piteous shine The home-things wear which the housewife miss; From the stairway floated the rise and fall Of an infant's call, Whose birth had brought her to this. Her life was the price she would pay for that whine-- For a child by the man she did not love. "But let that rest forever," I said, And bent my tread To the chamber up above. She took my hand in her thin white own, And smiled her thanks--though nigh too weak-- And made them a sign to leave us there; Then faltered, ere She could bring herself to speak. "'Twas to see you before I go--he'll condone Such a natural thing now my time's not much-- When Death is so near it hustles hence All passioned sense Between woman and man as such! "My husband is absent. As heretofore The City detains him. But, in truth, He has not been kind.... I will speak no blame, But--the child is lame; O, I pray she may reach his ruth! "Forgive past days--I can say no more-- Maybe if we'd wedded you'd now repine!... But I treated you ill. I was punished. Farewell! --Truth shall I tell? Would the child were yours and mine! "As a wife I was true. But, such my unease That, could I insert a deed back in Time, I'd make her yours, to secure your care; And the scandal bear, And the penalty for the crime!" --When I had left, and the swinging trees Rang above me, as lauding her candid say, Another was I. Her words were enough: Came smooth, came rough, I felt I could live my day. Next night she died; and her obsequies In the Field of Tombs, by the Via renowned, Had her husband's heed. His tendance spent, I often went And pondered by her mound. All that year and the next year whiled, And I still went thitherward in the gloam; But the Town forgot her and her nook, And her husband took Another Love to his home. And the rumor flew that the lame lone child Whom she wished for its safety child of mine, Was treated ill when offspring came Of the new-made dame, And marked a more vigorous line. A smarter grief within me wrought Than even at loss of her so dear; Dead the being whose soul my soul suffused, Her child ill-used, I helpless to interfere! One eve as I stood at my spot of thought In the white-stoned Garth, brooding thus her wrong, Her husband neared; and to shun his view By her hallowed mew I went from the tombs among To the Cirque of the Gladiators which faced-- That haggard mark of Imperial Rome, Whose Pagan echoes mock the chime Of our Christian time: It was void, and I inward clomb. Scarce had night the sun's gold touch displaced From the vast Rotund and the neighboring dead When her husband followed; bowed; half-passed, With lip upcast; Then, halting, sullenly said: "It is noised that you visit my first wife's tomb. Now, I gave her an honored name to bear While living, when dead. So I've claim to ask By what right you task My patience by vigiling there? "There's decency even in death, I assume; Preserve it, sir, and keep away; For the mother of my first-born you Show mind undue! --Sir, I've nothing more to say." A desperate stroke discerned I then-- God pardon--or pardon not--the lie; She had sighed that she wished (lest the child should pine Of slights) 'twere mine, So I said: "But the father I. "That you thought it yours is the way of men; But I won her troth long ere your day: You learnt how, in dying, she summoned me? 'Twas in fealty. --Sir, I've nothing more to say, "Save that, if you'll hand me my little maid, I'll take her, and rear her, and spare you toil. Think it more than a friendly act none can; I'm a lonely man, While you've a large pot to boil. "If not, and you'll put it to ball or blade-- To-night, to-morrow night, anywhen-- I'll meet you here.... But think of it, And in season fit Let me hear from you again." --Well, I went away, hoping; but nought I heard Of my stroke for the child, till there greeted me A little voice that one day came To my window-frame And babbled innocently: "My father who's not my own, sends word I'm to stay here, sir, where I belong!" Next a writing came: "Since the child was the fruit Of your passions brute, Pray take her, to right a wrong." And I did. And I gave the child my love, And the child loved me, and estranged us none. But compunctions loomed; for I'd harmed the dead By what I'd said For the good of the living one. --Yet though, God wot, I am sinner enough, And unworthy the woman who drew me so, Perhaps this wrong for her darling's good She forgives, or would, If only she could know!
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