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Dissolved in salts, sprits and holy water
Stings my wide opened eyes to a deep red
The visible failures of a man of faith
Fear sealed lips purple blue
Because I believed that for my sin the son of God bled
And the road ahead will never dim
And when the weight of the world brings me to my knees
To the incomprehensibility beyond my human mind
I call up to the heavens
In a heartfelt prayer
Beyond the invisible sound barrier
Below my many saturated layers
Of hurt
Beyond the clouds to my saviour
Am I heard? 
Here I sit is an herbal atmosphere
Lost in this ever changing chemical mind map
Over reliant on my worn-out subconscious 
To raise more unfathomable confusion
And enter a debate about my existence
When I’ve scratched my cranium bare bone
Bit my lips to a mandible grin
Chafed my nose with tapping, fingertips
Of hung hands worked to the bone
Drunk on fantasy 
High on daydreams
Making nightmares of sad memories
Stomping on love lost
Death’s footprint
Damn it!!!
The answer grabs me by the throat
Choking me like words never spoken
Spitting the cowardliness I am proven
To faces long gone
That I perhaps, will never see again
I hope
Lying to yourself through a meaningless life
Is the only way you can cope
You’re slowly…dying
Stressed in a pool of sweat strapped in sheets of guilt
Denied by a lover’s hand besides you
Quietly ignored…forgotten
Midnight blankets you both with a haunting 
Your tossing and turning echoes in her spine
With her back to your ancestors
If only your reasoning could allow for that ritual
To appease them both
What to believe?
Smog in the eyes of an old recording
An ostentatious suit echoing forgotten truths 
From a current bestselling read???
Because nothing could have prepared me for this
Human condition
The overinflated ego
Denial of weakness
Acceptance of flaws
Exaggeration of ability
Development of talent
Enhancement of wealth
Investment in time
Imagination
Choice
Freedom
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