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my anxiety is like a straightjacket 
i'm desperately moving against the restraints
but the longer and harder i resist 
the weaker i become 
and my anxiety is like a roadmap 
taking me to the darkest parts of myself 
and i can see that these thoughts and fears of mine are irrational 
but my anxiety makes them rational 
and my anxiety is an addictive drug 
on my worse days i can feel it pumping through my veins 
and spilling out of every single cell in my body
my heartbeat is the bass drum making my ears bleed
and my fingertips are twitching
and itching for release 
my anxiety is a cage 
and i can see everyone around me 
living and laughing and loving 
my eyes are stuck on him and her 
and i know it means nothing 
but on my worse days it means everything 
my anxiety is a toxic relationship 
because when it's around i cannot truly live
and when it's gone a piece of me goes with it
on those worse days my hands are clenched and wringing 
desperately attempting to push these feelings out of me 
and my arms are shaking with the added pressure of 
don't let them see 
don't let them know 
my anxiety is one of those unmentionable things 
one of those infinite things that makes me 
and breaks me
-interminable

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