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He did so many pain killers that should have killed a normal man
Eventually he did enough to catch up to him.
My Dad got him breathing and the hospital took over
Nothing was working in his own
He thought he was Superman and we all had to be at his bedside wondering
Then the doctor said to decide if it was worth taking care of a vegetable
I went to his room alone and yelled at him
How can I go on without my big brother, how could his son make it without his father?
Two hours after we got home he called and was fine

We thought he would be ok. Nobody knew of his death wish
But he overdosed time and again and made it
Then one day we were doing cocaine. Me, his partner in crime
After a while he asked me to watch him, he'd done heroin and wasn't sure if he'd overdone it
And I didn't believe he'd ever do that, go that far, so I didn't believe him
He fell asleep I woke him, he feel asleep again, I couldn't wake him
I lifted his head off his chest and heard the death rattle so I punched him hard in the chest and slapped him in the face
He turned blue so I got my father who couldn't find a heart beat and was ready to call the morgue
Mother insisted he try harder and he started CPR while she dialed 911
When the medics came to get him I told him what he'd done but they didn't find a hole for the needle
He snorted it I said. Not believing me they were gonna bag him so I called his friends
I told them again it was heroin so they gave him a shot of whatever it is. 
They wouldn't let me be there since I'd watched him die. 
Now he's alive but wishes he'd die. After so many times why?
He's got children who love him so much
He's my best friend and I do what I can
But there's only so much you can do when someone only wish is to die
My brother, god love him, has a death wish

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