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Looking at the pills in the palm of my hand, Carvedilol, 3mgs. 2 pearls a day of life giving essence or 92 ways to end the depression. How neatly they lie in the crease of my skin my broken lifeline peaking through them. So white and smooth, so meek and small it would be so easy to swallow them all. Thoughts and sorrow fill my mind of those I've hurt and left behind. of pains and regrets that never end and the pathetic life I needlessly spend. The love I've lost is just a measure of all of the time we spent together but now it's too late to make amends, it hurts too much when you loose your friends. Looking at the pills in the palm of my hand, Carvedilol, 3mgs. I know what to expect as I set my resolve The senses grow dim as the pilules dissolve. My mind will wander and breathing will stop as the heart beats slower and blood pressure drops. I think of my girls, they're almost grown now, what will they do when I'm not around? My wife so loving and sweet when I met her, she could have done so very much better. Her gentle crying as she lies beside me is but one more regret my soul belies me. I yearn for the day when the pain goes away, until then I will fight to keep it at bay and hope that my selfish desire to leave will offer to me one more day of reprieve. Looking at the pills in the palm of my hand, Carvedilol, 3mgs. I think today I'll take just 2 perhaps, tomorrow, I'll know what to do. 8/27/2015
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