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It's the late nights all alone for me,
My thoughts get the best of me,
Suicidal thoughts force me to picture Mom and Dad, and the beast inside of me is like, "Hailey, can't tame me!"
Broken ribs from people thats kicked me when i fell,
I feel disgusting, my stomach turns
Why do people obsess over me? This isn't your concern
You wanna know the real me? Just listen, and you'll learn
I'm tired of working for something that I can't earn
I’m tired of falling when it’s my turn
I'm tired of these voices, and I’m tired of you
I look to Heaven like, "God, please save me!", and I get nothing in return
What's my purpose God, what did you create me to be,
I'm dying for you to show up and just show it to me,
Because honestly i daydream about the day i get put into my casket and laid to rest,
Don't act like you know me if you’ve never walked in my shoes,
I've been slandered, manipulated, and physically abused,
So I write poetry because it helps with the blues,
I trust nobody, are they fake or are they real?
I lie awake shaking, and I can't sit still
Crying out, "Help me!", but nobody will
There's a time to laugh and a time to kill
And to be honest, I'm ready to die
I have no more tears left to cry,
Can't save me, but I still try
Like I'm doing CPR on myself
We're not alike, look at me, I can tell
I'm not okay, and I don't feel well
It's been several years since i've felt okay,
Been struggling to stay afloat if you can't tell
Waves of anxiety, I get swept in the swells
Imprisoned in my paranoia, I'm locked in its' cell
What's the point in living when life's a living hell?

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