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I thought maybe I can get through this
by putting my thoughts to rhyme
maybe doing so will bring me some clarity 
a method to ease and help focus my mind.
Here goes.........

If this is life I don't want it
If this is life count me out
If this is life I don't want it
I just want to scream and shout

I dream of petrol and lighters 
Of Trains Bridges and Canals
Of ropes and chains and hanging
But these dreams have all come from hell

They seem to offer a way out 
a way out when all else seems lost
a way to bring peace and silence
but a way with an ultimate cost

A failure in life is my reason
A failure in dreams and hope
A failure to fit in society
A failure of trying to cope

I can imagine the comments you're all writing
quoting of others who are all worse off
and maybe in reality I am guilty
but in my confused mind I am not

Its hard to write down my feelings 
to post them and put them on show
You'll all think He's seeking attention
you may be right I don't know.

But how else can I try to fight this
of feeling so down and so low
Since trying on my own is a failure
maybe I should give up and just go.

All that I know is I hate this 
I just want to stop and get off
to take away my perceived pressures
to bring it all to a stop

But I guess I will just turn over
and try to return to my sleep
where worlds seem oh so much better
a place where I rarely weep

Only time will tell if its successful
that's if I have the balls to post
or maybe I will just turn over
and return to my life as a ghost.


Written and composed by Mark Longson (c)2017 All Rights reserved.......

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