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I'm not sure where I am sometimes Mentally.
I Lose the line between whats fiction and Reality.
I look around the room after moments of being thoughtless,
 just to realize i never left and the keys still in my pocket. 
I chase the shadows from the walls and watch them disappear in to the cracks
I scream at the door, my heart is racing, they call them "Panic attacks" 
I rewrite these same passages in books that over flow ,
Each one is slightly different that i can't just let them go. 
I Call my mother bawling and I can't find the strength to stand 
I'm Sobbing on the floorboards with a blade within my hands, 
I count the seconds that turn into minutes turning them over in my mind, 
I know Shes on her way but what if she doesn't get here in time?!
I'm lost, I can't see because this once brightly lit room its littered with spots of black, 
I can't remember how to breathe each breaths coming out is gasps. 
Every thing is tight and I feel like i'm suffocating, 
Like a ropes around my neck and my feet are beneath me hanging. 
I try to take deep breaths and i feel the fire in my lungs,
Burning me with every inhale another scream leaps from my tongue, 
I Call Justin Crying and I Don't even know what happened, 
One minute i was fine the next i heard someone else's fingers tapping. 
I found myself confined to the room that keeps me safe, 
That same room is the room i now can't escape.. 
I'm Dialing 911 and my hands are shaking so bad the phone is Blurry. 
I'm yelling at myself "Mom, I need You, Please get here, Please Hurry!" 
I'm terrified, I'm running so many Scenarios through my head, 
I Feel just like a child, Afraid from the monsters beneath my bed. 
I can hear the van outside, I hear foot steps in the hall,
Then all at once the Noises stop like they were never there at all! 
I open the door to an embrace that brings my back to Reality.
I'm so ing sorry..
Because Loving Me Is A Tragedy.
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