A Love I Never Had
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts to go away for a while,
Have you ever cherished a person in your heart you would walk endless miles.
Is it possible to love someone to the point other girls or boys don’t matter to you,
Has there been such a love to exist that it was deeper than them being your boo.
For a lone wolf like me to feel such an emotion is just too unreal,
But one thing I know is that what I feel is nothing but real.
My life has become easier and much more rewarding since being with her,
Each day that goes by I feel as if I was made to love her.
My love for her grows deeper each and everyday,
It hurts me inside when I can only imagine her each day.
But now that she has left me for understandable reasons,
I just might stay single for each and every season.
My soul…my heart…and my loving spirit is crushed almost completely,
For our love that could have been the greatest is gone completely.
But my heart will always be hers till the day I die,
Every word I spoke to her was no lie.
I will always love her and cherish the moments we had,
When I reminisce on our moments I will miss her more than just a tad.
Crying…cussing…mad…sad…upset…heartbroken all at the same time,
But I will love her until the end of time.
As a couple we have…died,
As friends…that is forever and will never pass.
You are close to my heart always and I’m always going be here when you need me,
The fact that I can’t have you…it will take time for me to see…