pain has no limits

Written by: jeremia letswalo

I feel so much weight from this world,
This pain embedded in my heart left untold,
Every breath I take to the devil I wish I sold,
But thy hand might my soul came to fold,
Yet memories remain scarred my life 
scared,looking in the enemies eyes and see how 
they glad,wish i was prepared for heaven and 
hell from my mothers silent womb,taking each 
day as it comes and nursing its wounds,
Attachments so profound lost I found us be 
without her guidance,house just bearing a 
political number no longer a home,the grass 
greener from the irrigation of everyday tears,
Time doesn't always heal old wounds but it 
procrastinates us from reunion with our loved 
ones,a family once so damn,let me wipe these 
tears from my paining smile,try living a day,a 
minute,a second without your current 
mother,sister,can u feel the void we try daily to fill 
or avoid,I surely miss my sister and how will I 
love again when all we get attached to leaves 
without saying goodbye,God exist but the agony 
persist too,by the time many realize,some will be 
celebrating or mourning my demise,its my reality