Hurtful Mindz

Written by: Aleasha Martin

Hurtful Mindz

I’d rather be alone
than to be with you and feel lonely…
I guess it’s safe to say
that I’m bleeding internally
I can’t make you love me
If you’re heart’s not meant for me…
So my heart is crying
No tears left to bleed
We have no communication
I could have sworn that was the key 
to successful interventions
I have been and will always be
Everything that I could ever be…
You got the best of me
Because I shared with you
The best of me…
But now…you make me feel
Like I don’t even want a ring
Like I’m here but I’m not
My body’s numb by the thought
Investing my time into so little
Depression…just…screams…
Somebody should pray for me
It’s an east coast decision
And I don’t know what to say
If you can’t understand it…
I must follow my heart 
To accomplish these dreams
So if that means I leave
Then it is what it is 
And then maybe…just maybe
You’ll believe 
My reasoning behind truth
While you live a lie
Conquering hidden dreams
Straying away from hurtful minds

by: Aleasha Martin