Finding my ground


I'm turned upside down 
In side out
My head is spinning around 
I cant get my feet on the ground
Should I- call it time out
And throw in the towel
Take my gloves off
And put my weapons down

My emotions are moving
Like the waves of the ocean
My mind busy processing
Coming to terms with evolution
And the thoughts keep coming
"Accept and adapt to your situation
 Only then will you be at ease"

I realize the cost of negativity 
Shift my mindset to creativity
Take the power back into my hands
And hand myself over to Gods hands
Cause he has given me this chance