Emotional Disaster

Written by: Anna J Carroll

Stand back...
I hide behind this exterior
The smiles and
laughter
Lock away my feelings
Agony,
No one knows the real me
Escape to my reality
The music that plays in my head
Nature pulls me in,deep
Only god knows
Who understands?
This masked pain
No one sees the tears
No one feels the hurt
I'm an emotional wreck
50 feet I need
Please stand back...
Never had trust
Remorse for myself
No pity
No apologies
Or lies
"I've been trying
Trying,
To hold my head up high
I've been lying
Lying,
Keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust you, yeah
Take another leaf,
I'm a book yeah
yeah"-Cher Lloyd