BEAUTIFUL MESS

Written by: Madelin Barton

I know I Am not the only who sees
How truly beautiful you are
I find myself having to admire you 
from a distance so far.

Hopelessly, I wonder
If I am worthy of your tears
intensifying my fears

Those tears I see as frail as glass
I've watched you try to hide
As a piece of me silently dies

How can I express in words
How much everything
You go through for me truly matters

What a beautiful mess stands before me
And everyday that I have you in my life
I pray to God not only to
Justify my love but to somehow
Make me worthy