A Poem for Noel
I met you when i was nineteen,
So naive about falling in love,
You just came when its time..
For me to almost give up.
You bring back the pieces
That is missing in my life
You make me laugh,when tears
are ready to roll down in my eyes.
Everyday since God gave you to me
was a fairytale..
Never thought that i will going to fall
so hard these way..
When you hold my hand and hug me tight
It's just feel so right..
Never thought I would feel
the so-called TRUE LOVE.
One day you told me
You need to chase your dreams
Dreams that you said was also for us.
That is why you need to leave me behind..
Days...months...years... I've patiently waited
and prayed for you to come back..
And that's the time that i felt
that I'm just a half..
When its time for you to arrive
its just feel so light..
Feels like my heart was back
from the time it beats so fast.
But when i hold you tight
I didn't feel your love..
I felt that something is missing in you
And my heart felt suddenly sad.
My greatest fear just came
without warning me up..
And it really hit me hard and break my heart
feels like I was dying inside.
Asking myself a hundred times,asking God
why You throw stones that I cannot catch?
Feels like so alone..
And I feel hell inside my heart..
fill in my life..
But I just realized....
I can never give you up.
Maybe my love for you
was really one of a kind..
A love that can conquer
Even the hardest part.