Hidden Thoughts

Written by: Alicia Griego

What happened to me? 
How did I get here?
Where did I mess up? 
I wish I could just leave 
This place and 
Never look back. 
I wish I could just 
Go away to 
Another world.
No one knows how I 
Feel inside.
I put on a smile
And give a laugh
Just to cover all the pain
And hurt in my 
I can't even feel anymore.
I can't even cry.
I'm screaming inside,
But no one 
Can hear my cries.
Why do I feel soo alone?
Why do I feel soo empty?
I just can't do this anymore....
I can't handle the 
It's all tearing me up 
And I'm just falling apart.
What have I done?
What have I done?
Is there anyone 
Who can save me?
Please, I need help.
Is there anyone who can
Hear my cries?
Just don't watch me fall
And not help me back up!
Please, I'm begging you!!
Can't you see it in my eyes?
Can't you hear it in my 
Can't you feel the pain 
That's in my heart?
Don't ignore me--
Don't shut me out.
I'm pleading, I'm begging.
Before it's too late-
Don't ignore my cries.
Don't ignore my screams.
Don't ignore my pains.
The anger, confussion, depression.
I don't know how much longer
I can hold on.
I'm slipping away --
Slowly I'm drowing.
My heart and soul 
Are burning.
Can you hear me?
What is wrong with you?
What is wrong with me?
I'm hurting soo bad.
Please- just give me 
A chance.
Don't leave me-
Help me. 
I'm here. 
 I'm waiting. 
I'll keep praying-- 
I'll keep holding on.
I'll keep hoping-
Please try.
There goes another tear,
I'm dying inside. 
I'm still here.
I'm still waiting. 
I'll keep praying.