thoughts of wreckless abandon

Written by: Carl Fraser

The barrier is broken
Sinister notions fill these oceans
Of misery, surrounding me
No ryhme or reason
A season to hate being me
And up go the prayers
Just to be consumed in satans lair
Im Far from a smile i used to know 
When my tender heart would glow
I welcome the keeper
The reaper of my soul
Hands outstretched
I let it all go
She said "Real men dont cry,
Whats this then falling from my eyes
Just a lie 
Just want to die
Will heaven deny
Hurt has moved in
And sits at the head of the table
With words that enable
A life unstable
Real happiness just a fable